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If any potential studsbands wanna slide in my DMs 😭😭😭 I keep a clean and somewhat peaceful home.
My cat, my grandmother, and an intimate partner have all died from August through today. My mother is in the hospice stage of her bile duct cancer. I do still have to go to work to survive. I am at my lowest lonely right now. I don't know what to do. I have no immediate direct need, but I am definitely accepting gifts.
Pisces Stars (Feb 19-Mar 20)
1: Lupita Nyong'o 2: Danielle Moné Truitt, Jocelyn Jee Esien, Nathalie Emmanuel 3: Alexis Fields, Gloria Hendry 4: Angela V. Shelton 6: Anna Maria Horsford, Birgundi Baker 7: Kali Troy 9: Christiani Pitts 10: Harriet Tubman, Jasmine Guy, Neneh Cherry, Ego Nwodim 11: Ajani Russell 13: Adina Porter 14: Carol Speed, Tamara Tunie, Elise Neal, Greta Onieogou, Jazzy Ellis, Penny Johnson Jerald 15: Aaron Rose Philip 16: Cynthia Bond, Kimrie Lewis, Sierra McClain, Ajiona Alexus 18: Amanda Foster, Irene Cara, Vanessa L. Williams, Queen Latifah, Bonnie Mbuli, Ayisha Issa, Christina Elmore 19: Alycia Pascual Pena 20: Bianca Lawson, Dominique Jackson, Erica Luttrell, Freema Agyeman, Vanessa Bell Calloway
Aries Stars (Mar 21-Apr 19) 21: Sonequa Martin-Green 22: Kandyse Mcclure, Kellie Shanygne Williams 23: Chaka Khan, Vanessa Morgan 25: Jeryl Prescott, Lark Voorhies 26: Diana Ross 27: Mariah Carey, Halle Bailey 28: Celai West, Chrystale Wilson, Laura Harrier 30: Gabrielle Byndloss 31: Rebecca Naomi Jones, Erica Tazel, Andrea Bordeaux, Zethu Dlomo, Judi Shekoni
Happy #AutismAcceptance Month, everyone!! I apologize for not posting enough content. Life has been hectic for me in 2024, but like everything else, I will survive and advance like the 1982-83 North Carolina State basketball team.
happy trans day of visibility. they have tried to kill me, tried to commit me, tried to jail n throw me to the streets since transitioning but I am here still n growing like a plant or perhaps a mold of some sort and visible for the day ok.
ty to the (slightly) older trans women and trans people who w their words and actions have made my transition and as such my life possible
ty to the younger trans women and trans people who by being here and being yourselves inspire me to continue living as myself each day. I am so proud of yall + I appreciate yall more than yk 💜💜
hi to the even younger ones next up, if you happen to see this 💜💜 ik right now is hella scary but we have all come so far and you will take us further than any of us can imagine ok have a nice day everyone 💜💜
Lemme explain some to you. This is for the nonblacks, so spread the word because they might not hear me when I say it.
If I am searching for Black queer women. If I check the "Black trans woman" tag for TDOV. If I seek Black lesbian in there, into the search bar...
And I find you instead, I'ma report yo ass. Oh, you a white trans girl tryna spread visibility? Okay, do it in the tags that you belong in. Oh, you LIKE Black queer women and want them to see your panties? Okay, do it in the tags you belong in.
I'm sick of y'all being all up in fucking tags y'all don't belong in, but whenever folk report you as spam, you have a bitch fit. Baby, I do not care. I want Black trans women in the "Black trans women" tag, and so on ns so forth.
And to you raggedy bitches tryna put your caucasoid nudes in the black lives matter tag, I hope you think it's me when you get flagged, because i definitely helped. Get the fuck out, Bitch.
Anyways, Happy International Transgender Day of Visibility to all the trans people, except for the nonblack ones who clog up Black trans tags. Y'all can vanish. Bye.
While we take our time to honor famous transgender folk (and Black transgender folk!!) I also want us to keep in the everyday Black transgender people in our communities! I follow the tko_alabama IG page- The Knights and Orchids- as the organization takes the time to focus on care and services for Black Queer and Trans folk in the South, where their existence is often forgotten and the support desperately needed. Take the time to recognize that there are Black trans people in your own communities (or nearby) that 1) exist and 2) deserve to be heard!
reylo was probably THE worst thing to happen to star wars. just had to drool over a genocidal 6 and help encourage the derailing of an entire trilogy. no luke skywalker shouldn’t have killed him bc it would have gone against his morals but he should have phoned a friend
all for a man whose number one personality trait is toddler temper tantrums
they were supposed to be the main focus of the trilogy and kylo should have just been a bug they SQUASHED
Years ago, you blocked me because I made a silly joke that you did not care for. Ever since I've felt a glib sense of pride every time I saw your blog be taken down and anger each time I saw your blog back up.
I'm just realizing that... That mindset is incredibly pointless. I don't like you. But I don't even know you. You're a stranger I'll never meet, yet you've occupied so much of my thoughts. That's incredibly sad.
So, I guess I'll just block you. I'll block you, and I'll move on with my life. I'll move beyond you. I'll live the entirety of my finite human life with you not occupying even an iota of my thoughts, and I hope you'll do the same for anyone that gives you grief or trouble.
I am finding peace in this. In a way, I should thank you, but mostly I should apologize. I'm sorry I made you the unwilling catalyst for my own growth as a person. I'm sorry for all the ill will I've held on against you. You're just another person having to live in this fucked up world. You're not a cartoon villain whose dartardly plans I have to foil by reporting. That's so incredibly pointless and destructive. I am genuinely, truly sorry.
I sincerely wish you the best. Goodbye.
hey anon i wish you the best in your journey to no longer being the person that you apparently are. can you send me one more anon so i can block you too? if you need inspiration feel free to just answer the question "did you just admit you've been spam reporting me in bad faith for years?"
for onlookers, i feel the need to emphasize that if this started "years ago" that's.... when i joined tumblr. like. do not get it twisted. this didn't happen because i'm a "big blog" or whatever, because this apparently predates that. this is, in fact, just how some people get about trans women they don't like. can you understand that?
"years ago" i joined tumblr in 2023, have you hated me since i had like 90 followers? what is wrong with you? are you ok? does damien hirst know you stole his concept for a one-sided beef?
(these tags from @tgirlmechanicock spoke to me, so i wanted to add them to the post)
I’m absolutely dying to know that the “silly joke” was.
how would they evEN KNOW THAT THATS WHY I BLOCKED THEM WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNN
prev i will block people for anything. i will block you for making a joke that i think i could've worded better. i will block you over a blog theme color that i don't like the shade of. i am trigger happy with that shit. assuming you know why i blocked you is fucking insane because i'm just a random fucking girl who posts. like. it's not that deep. it's really not. i'm just a girl who posts, man
I don't trust nothing nobody say on anonymous. You ain't grow if you can show.
If any potential studsbands wanna slide in my DMs 😭😭😭 I keep a clean and somewhat peaceful home.
My car registration has expired, but my check engine light is on. So, I need to get the car diagnosed, potentially get work done, and then get it inspected before I can even purchase the registration renewal. It has to pass the inspection and it is illegal to drive my car without the registration sticker. I have to drive this car to and from work to pay for these services. If I am caught driving, I will get a ticket from the police that will make it harder for me to get around. My money each paycheck has been going almost exclusively to lodging and food. But to make it to the next paycheck, I need this car legally drivable.
