Nobody could ever love you like I do. Our souls belong to each other. You belong to ME.
I don’t think nobody understands how hard it really is being in a relationship with borderline. You overthink every single one of their behaviors, and if it’s not that if you see them pushing away, even for a minute, your whole world falls apart. if they don’t say I love you enough you start to split. You become codependent on them to the point where it hurts you. And then you sit here wondering why you are genuinely so unlovable sometimes but thats not the truth. In reality deep down your hurt. You love differently, but people don’t understand that. You’re quick to overwhelm people, but you don’t mean to do that you don’t wanna do that. Your love language is extreme, obsessive, possessive, overprotective, constantly worried about them, even constantly worried about them leaving
Then you think you’re a burden in the relationship. You always give your 100% but the other party just doesn’t give enough. And if it’s not enough or it goes away slowly, you split you don’t understand little things. You wanna understand that people have bad days and sometimes they can’t give their 100 like you do, but then you overthink, and you have an episode. You hurt the ones around you, and you hurt yourself as well. And eventually in the end, either that person will get tired of you or you will both become one. It hurts I understand that. I am a person with borderline personality disorder. This is how I am, how I love.
ATTENTION
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Tongue Tied - Free Throw
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EVERYTHING - LuLuYam
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Divebomb - The Whip (Crystal Castles Remix)
“Stayin’ still, eyes closed, let the world just pass me by.”
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“Lay still, restless, losing sleep while I lose my mind~”
Just saw the results of the contest to that’s why
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i wanna be the first man you look at tonight-
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Still obsessed as ever
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Make Me Feel - Elvis Drew
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Too shy to tag others but feel free to join if you see this hon!!
I want every day to begin and end with you. I need you to fall asleep in my arms so I know you are safe. I want to see your cute face as you wake up in my embrace. You have to be within arms reach at all times. I can't bear to lose you.