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Camille | they/them | 23 | London | Spn sideblog: @autisticgayngel

literally this is the scene. hen’s birthday dinner and bobby and Athena are there because of course. that makes sense. buck comes in from doing yardwork or working on their car or whatever he’s doing and he’s like “all done :) anything else you want me to do?” and Karen’s like “can you clean out the gutters please :)” and he’s like “sure!!” and then he goes back outside and bobby and athena look at henren like this 🤨🤨 and hen’s like “he’s been climbing the walls since eddie left so we’ve been helping him keep busy 🤷‍♀️” and bathena are like ahhh yes. and then they just go back to their meal

the thing about buddie is that they verbalize their love for each other very differently and neither is less meaningful. buck will tell anyone who stays around for more than ten seconds about how much he adores eddie; he's a great dad. he has a silver star. did you know eddie was in the army? he can change a tire in under five minutes. not having him around has left a hole. his love is so big and overwhelming that it just spills out of him any chance it gets. it's with eddie that he shows it differently, never really putting it into words. meanwhile eddie is shown talking about buck to other people so rarely that it's almost jarring when he does, but it's still so irrefutably evident that he loves him. he keeps it close to his chest, like it's something precious, like he kept chris and shannon to himself at first, but never hesitates to tell buck directly: i trust you with my kid. you're not expendable. we love you. i don't know what i'll do without you. it's not nothing.

the uber driver who took chris to eddie's place: well, here we are, 14-year-old child. i'll just drop you at this visibly dilapidated house with a ps5 (new in box) and drive away.

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