Pondering my orbs.

help

sigh. 53 drafts and 9 requests. this writers block needs to END.

my man fr

reblog & tag how old you were in 2006

Weaknesses part 5: complexes

Note: this is jokes!! Please don’t take my cartoon pathologizing too seriously!

cw: some daddy kink level stuff

Gaz has a soft spot for girls who suffer from oldest sister syndrome. Girls that are a little world weary and too grown up at too young an age from caring for others while not having people to rely on. He just loves how pleasantly surprised you are literally every time he does something helpful that you didn’t ask him to do. Doing the dishes. Spackling that hole from the picture you took down. Refilling the air in the tires. Bleaching the bathtub. Very small things— but you’re so used to being the only one who can stay on top of things. Literally the high he gets from telling you to sit down and relax is unparalleled.

Soap is, quite frankly, into girls who grew up thinking they were ugly. It’s a terribly selfish, but he likes telling you all of the dirty things he thinks of doing to you, how he feels like someone’s knocked him upside the head when you enter a room in a new outfit, how he has to take a cold shower every time you’re going out to some event and he gets to see you dressed up. Honestly, he has to take the cold showers pretty regularly. Seeing how you’re flustered, and you don’t 100% believe the things he says— so he has to put in the time to make you believe him. You’re the kind of girl boys would dare each other to ask out in middle school, and now Soap has the absolute pleasure of convincing you that sometimes you make him so turned on that he thinks he’s about to throw up.

Ghost likes outcast girls. He likes how you eye him with a little bit of suspicion when he chooses to hang around you. He sort of gets this idea in his head that he’s the only one that can handle your eccentricities— handle you. That other people are afraid to approach you but he’s not afraid of anything. That his interest in you is because honestly, he has a much more refined palate than any of the shitheads you’re surrounded by. And you know what? He likes the idea of you as a couple being the scary, freak ass couple. Two lone wolves becoming mates.

Price likes former gifted students. He loves that you’re talented and quick, yes, but he also can’t help but get excited by all of that pressure that’s on you— that you put on yourself. He gets to be the one that relieves it. He’s the one that gets to lavish you in praise, and he’s also the one who gets to pin you down and force you to take it easy for a little while. He loves gently handling any mistakes or missteps, rationally perceived or otherwise. Because he can tell no one’s ever bothered to treat you so gently, have they, sweetheart? They’ve just been content to push you to your limits and have you run yourself ragged because you’re special. You are, he won’t deny it— but you’re also a little thing that hasn’t seen enough nurturing, in his eyes.

König loves so called “high maintenance” girls. Girls with high standards who know what they want, who have gone through some partners that couldn’t take the heat. He gets a very unique sense of control out of it— knowing all of your rules, rituals, likes, dislikes. Like Ghost, he likes thinking of himself as the only person who knows how to handle you— that everyone before him has just been unworthy of you. That he is strong where others have been weak. And you know what? It’s not rotten work. Not to him. Not if it’s you. He’s just built different.

Nikolai… I’m just going to say it. He likes girls with daddy issues. He kinda throws his whole self into relationships at times, and he likes it when he can be your everything. Your love, your friend, your hero, your source of approval from an older man. And he loves a brat. Because he knows you only act that way because someone didn’t pay attention to his special girl in the past. You’re testing him— daring him, unsheathing your claws to see if he’ll flinch and he never will. He’ll endure it all and chip at your defenses until you’re the soft, satisfied, sweet girl he knows you really want to be. Lavishing you with praise and attention, bragging about you to anyone who will listen. He wants you to have a complete breakdown because you’ve been holding it all in and putting up walls for so long that you don’t even know how to cope with being in the arms of someone who will always catch you when you fall.

lord. send soap and price my way IMMEDIATELY

Raspberry Girl: “I was going to make cream puffs”

Captain Riley: “I’ll give you a cream puff”

Raspberry Girl: “If you could be any dessert what would you be?”

Captain Riley: “Anything you make, sweetheart. What about you?”

Raspberry Girl: “Hm.. anything with cream. It really just adds to the entire dessert experience. Ooh, maybe something cream filled? That sounds like me, doesn’t it?”

Captain Riley:

Thank you for the hug @ghost-of-morrowbright and @askereiniongilgalad 🤗🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Tagging @gauntletgirlie @sailon-ishmael @numenoria @mcpayne @marshmellin @dilettantefeminist @partfae @inkdusth and all my other moots! 🫂💙

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(hope you don't mind if I tack on to this one. The OG post is so long 🤣)

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awww thank you bestiee!!!

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Aw, thank you! So many hugs going around just now - I guess we all need one at the moment - so here we go my lovelies.

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awwww thank you so much @varda-star-queen and @itwillbeourswansong!!! sending hugs right back at you! 💕💕💕

no pressure tags (aka the ones being attacked with hugs): @themareverine, @itsgoghtime, @dragon--ashes, @oh-great-authoress, @ohno-elrond, @lady-wyrd, @baddybaddyadardaddy, @catz4ever, and all the rest of my lovely moots!

Thank you, @permanentlyexhaustedpigeon88. I needed this today so desperately you have no idea.

hugging my moots: @lubdubology @1800-fight-me @matronmothercrone @princessanglophile @saradika @itsgoghtime @damimami1994 @sidkneeeee @th3mrskory @bpmiranda

thank you @themareverine

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sending hugs with these no pressure tags to my moots <3 @partiallysame @toasted-bones @lologoinsolo @tinybubblesyay @the-californicationist @thechaoticcheese @chrisisvbun @zvdvdlvr @hexb0nes @starryylies @spicypicklesoh @bravo4iscool @trampondemand love you guys!!

me disrupting your scrolling to hug you \_(^_^)_/

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🌤️Character List and Details:

Arcane: Viktor, Jayce Talis, Silco, Vander

Call Of Duty: Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley, John Price, Johnny ‘Soap’ MacTavish, Kyle ‘Gaz’ Garrick, König

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• I only write for male characters

• These are characters that I probably won’t write for without prompt, but you are welcome to request: Ekko, any other men in Arcane; Alejandro Vargas, Rudolfo Parra; any other Marvel men; Poe Dameron, Anakin Skywalker, Luke Skywalker, Obi Wan Kenobi, Kylo Ren, any other Star Wars men

• I cannot guarantee that any character I write for will be close to an accurate representation of said character except for Arcane. I have never played CoD, I have only seen the main marvel movies, I have yet to watch the x-men movies (I’m working on it), I have never read the marvel comics, and I haven’t watched Star Wars in a while :(

• Other fandoms I will potentially write for when prompted: Doctor Who, Sherlock, LOTR/The Hobbit, JJK, more to be added

• I do take character recommendations :3

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1. I am willing to write fluff and smut. When it comes to smut, I’d like to focus on the softer stuff. You’re welcome to ask for darker or more kinky things, but there’s no guarantee I’ll write them!

2. I am a transgender man, so I am writing for transmasc readers; but to all my fem’s out there y’all are very welcome here too! Once I start writing more smut and getting into detail, I plan on only writing for AFAB readers. Warning: My writing is for pre-op transmasc readers who are fine with the usual names for female genitalia (breast, cunt, clit, etc.) I will not be changing this rule, so if it makes you uncomfortable please do not read my smut writings. I am a pre-op trans man who feels little to no dysphoria, so terms like t-dick and such are not comfortable for me to use.

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4. Please be kind and respectful in my asks! Being anonymous isn’t an invitation to be rude and or disrespectful.

5. This is a safe space for everyone, but especially afab people. While I only write for transmasc!readers, that doesn’t mean any fem!readers out there can’t engage as well. I often read x fem!reader writings and I just swap the pronouns in my head, so I imagine y’all might do that too. This is not an exclusionary place by any means :3 I simply write for transmasc!readers because I write these with myself in mind as the reader.

6. Things I probably won’t write of my own volition very often, but you are welcome to request: reader being anything other than soft, sweet, playful, kind, etc; t4t (see rule #8); step-cest; hybrid!au’s; more to be added

7. Hard no’s for my writing: any impact play other than spanking, breath play, any of the crazy ones (scat, etc), heavy degradation, more to be added

8. t4t: hi! So I wanted to give this its own explanation to make sure I explain myself well. I will not be writing t4t unless it is upon request. This is because I myself as a transgender man, have a preference for cis men. I have a genital preference, as well as being with other trans men heightens my gender dysphoria. The reason this matters, and may affect my writing, is because when I write x reader things, I imagine myself in what I write. So it may be harder for me to write t4t things, as I can’t imagine myself in those scenarios. I will totally write it if someone requests it though! It’s just not my typical cup of tea. Thanks for understanding!

🪻Bonus Info:

hey !! so this is just a quick little thing about me in case anyone is curious :)

the full rundown: 19, American, communications major doing online university, lives at home, dad to 4 cats and 2 dogs, medically complex, gay, transgender man, plus sized, neurodivergent, writer and photographer as a hobby, film lover, friendly neighborhood sweetheart🌃

hey guys!! I updated my main Masterlist a good bit :3 i went more in depth with my asking rules, which characters i write for, etc. that way it’s easier for everyone. feel free to check it out!

the brain worms are wiggling…..single dad!reader x price…….

OML I NEED THE TRANS DAD READER PRETTY PLEASE🙏🙏🙏

Trans dad it is 👊🏳️‍⚧️

💥‼️🗣️TRANS GUY REP LETS GOOOO🗣️💥‼️

If you're fifteen or older an still sleep with a stuffed animal please reblog this.

My friend is embarrassed and thinks she’s the only one and I said id prove her wrong.

I sleep with TWO.

Tell your friend to do better

i have at least 15 on my bed do not try me😔🙏

if this gets at least 1 note, tomorrow i will wake up at 10am, take my adhd meds, sit down at my computer and do my homework early.

i’ve also never used tumblr on my laptop before (i only on mobile lol) so i might try writing on there to see if it gets me more into the zone yknow. i think the temptation of switching to a different app when i get bored is too strong.

heart to help me become a productive member of society🫡

thank y’all for the notes!! i woke up at 10 and i took my adhd meds :3

i think today will be very productive!!