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▪️ call me dot ▪️ she/they ▪️ 20s ▪️ ao3 ▪️

buddie facetime. eddie kills his mom. chris chess champion. eddie and chris having a heart to heart. henisode. bathena henren dinner that buck is also at for some reason. 118 bake off?? toni back on 911. ravi in the episode. shaping up to be an all timer here

the house md promo pic of house in a wedding dress with the sloppiest smeared makeup look. Literally what was the point of that

i’m working on a play about 65-year-old lesbians, and my dramaturg is an older gay man who has been helping me with historical context and research, and also just in general giving me advice based on his own personal experiences.

fav thing he told me so far, said with a lot of love: “dyke drama was specific. it was always so specific. it was precise and narrowed and pointed. and also so dumb.”

also spoke to an older lesbian professor. i was asking her all these questions about marches and protests and summits and infighting and rallies and “what was it like what did this mean to you what was it like to experience that?”

and she kinda stared at me for a bit and said, “you know, it was a lot. and it was big and it did feel revolutionary. but also at that time i was mainly focused on getting my heart broken in a bar.”

and like. yeah.

another thing my dramaturg told me, from the perspective of a gay man who lived through the 80’s, was that whenever a young gay person asks him what the dating and play scene used to be like, he answers:

“we went to rallies and funerals.”

our persistence in our continued existence is big and scary and revolutionary, and the grief stretches on and the losses hit hard.

and because of that, i think it’s important to remember the dumb drama, and the first loves, and the first heartbreaks over beer. i think it’s important to go to rallies and vigils, and also dive bars and game nights.

it’s all so big and so small.

hey everyone its april fools. but dont worry i dont have anything planned. just going to sit here and...

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⭐⭐⭐for anything but perhaps from old friends if you would be so kind???

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ok first of all HIIII DOT!!!! thank you for the ask!!! <3<3<3

old friends... my ultimate beloved.... i do miss writing this fic. like a lot. this was my favorite iteration of steddie, especially steve, to write. this story itself went through so many versions/changes in my head before, during (and honestly even after) writing it.

but my favorite parts, the ones i kinda built the story around, have all stayed the same since the beginning! one of my favorite scenes to write was the club scene in chapter 2, when they're all partying together. on the surface, its so fun, its old friends, but it also highlights a lot of their issues that they aren't dealing with!!!! and the fight in the last chapter is so IT IS SOOOOO one of my favorites. come to think of it.... all of the fighting/conflict was what this fic was centered around!

god, i love mess.

AIAOF. my love. my life. my white whale. i will never stop thinking about you.

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