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Crazy Together.

@kakerutori / kakerutori.tumblr.com

@hana.kakerutori on TikTok; byler brainrot, PFP by @imactuallyreallycool
22 ~ she/they
青は黄色を会う時
Welcome :)

It’s Hana the hair clip girl; you probably know me best for my Byler thoughts and headcanons on TikTok @ hana.kakerutori!

Main tags to peruse:

  • #byler = most of my original posts
  • #beautiful beautiful beautiful = art or analyses that I love beyond measure, may not be Byler
  • #my damn byler heart = the posts that drove me insane
  • #made me lol = self-explanatory
  • #i’m having a moment = late night thoughts
  • #gifs for the soul = some favorite gifs I’ve reblogged
  • #add ons = thinkpieces from fellow Bylers that I added my thoughts to
  • #oh headcanons I do adore = headcanons, mine or reblogged
  • #op can i kiss you = posts that made me fall in love
  • #byler analysis = most my analyses, some might not be?
  • #asks my beloved <3 = answered asks from my inbox <3
  • #my art = for when I occasionally pick up a pencil

Some favorites:

Analyses

Fanart

Musings

My AO3:

Byler content is specifically in my series “For the heart” 😉

And if you’re wondering about the (former) blog name:

  • kiiro (黄色) = yellow
  • to (と) = and
  • ao (青) = blue

had a crash out today thinking about the fact that since they were kids, mike always cherished will's drawings and collected them, hung them up on his wall etc... and now, years later, will's artwork is the catalyst for ultimately bringing them together and revealing their feelings for each other😭😭😭😭

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20 Questions for (Fanfiction) Writers

Thank you to @pipergirl17 for tagging me! 🥰

1. How many works do you have on Ao3?

20– two artwork posts and eighteen fics.

2. What’s your total Ao3 word count?

419,440 (apparently I have a lot to say!)

3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

❤️ With a Little Help From My Friends

❤️ Why Should I Cry For You

❤️ Not-so-iron Maiden

❤️ Tattoos and Trash Talk

❤️ Next Time I Fall

4. What fandoms do you write for?

Just Stranger Things right now, but who knows? Someday I might try X-Files or Star Trek Enterprise, or even Murder She Wrote!

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Absolutely I do. I treasure every comment I receive, and I want the commenters to know I appreciate them! 🥰

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

My fics usually have happy endings, but the ones that were angstiest on the way there are Into the Shining Sun and possibly of monsters and milkshakes.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Little Help, because it ends with a wedding!

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I haven’t, and I’m incredibly thankful for that.

9. Do you write smut?

Nope. All my works are fluffy.

10. Do you write crossovers?

I never have, but if I ever came up with a good idea I’d be willing to give it a try. (What would Mort Metzger think of Hopper…? 🤔)

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Sort of… I came across a fic that had borrowed a few passages almost word-for-word from Next Time I Fall. Luckily everything was easily taken care of when I contacted the author.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No, but if anyone wanted to, all they’d have to do is ask.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not yet. Just wait! Someday @pearlypairings and I are gonna surprise you!!!

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

Gotta be the one that’s stayed with me since I first started shipping— Mulder and Scully.

15. What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Right now I’m having my doubts about my coffee shop WIP. It’s teetering dangerously on the border between “hiatus” and “abandoned”.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I’m good at characters, I think— their emotions, vulnerabilities, and motivations. Giving them satisfying arcs and meaningful friendships. My plots might be light on action or intrigue or anything like that but I’m always gonna give you some sweet relationship fluff!

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Literally everything else lmao. Plots, knowing where to start, knowing where/how to end, and especially remembering the “two cakes” and convincing myself that whatever silly story I want to tell is worth telling.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

I’ve done a bit of it, adding little bits of Welsh here and there with the help of @krakoansam, and I would say it’s wise to get help!!! Someone who actually speaks the language you want is a million times more useful, accurate, and helpful than just plugging it into google translate.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

I don’t want to talk about the dark days of *nsync fanfic lmaooo

20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?

I always say Next Time I Fall for this one, and it’s still true, but I gotta give honorable mentions to both Since I Found You and Tattoos and Trash Talk because they’re both so much fun!

🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Thanks for the tag 😀

20 Questions for (Fanfiction) Writers

1. How many works do you have on Ao3?

43

2. What’s your total Ao3 word count?

55,305

3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

VI - Shovel Talk (Stranger Things)

III - Absolutely Nothing (Stranger Things)

Fathers (Stranger Things)

I - Coming Out (Stranger Things)

Peace My Wolf (A Song of Ice and Fire/House of the Dragon)

4. What fandoms do you write for?

Stranger Things, A Song of Ice and Fire, It, the Goldfinch

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I always respond to comments.

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Probably "In the Godswood"

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

It's probably one of the Byler fics I've written. Maybe "Time After Time" about Byler at the Snow Ball.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I have. It just made me laugh.

9. Do you write smut?

Not exactly. The closest I've got is in "Hot Springs" and bits or "The Taste of Love is Sweet."

10. Do you write crossovers?

Yes. I've written crossovers between Stranger Things/It and Stranger Things/the Goldfinch.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not as far as I know.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not as far as I know.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not yet. But @1lostsoul0fishbowl have talked about it.

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

Probably Byler. I'm totally addicted.

15. What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

It'll probably be my Stranger Things/ASoIaF mashup. I'm not sure if I'll ever have the time 😅

16. What are your writing strengths?

I think I'm good at coming up with ideas and plot points.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I find it quite difficult to write dialogue 😕

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

I haven't yet. I might include some Welsh at some point 🤔

19. First fandom you wrote for?

It's probably either Star Wars or Star Trek.

20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?

Probably either "Once Upon a Poolside" or "Born This Way."

No pressure tags:

@foodiewithdahoodie @pearlypairings @miwiheroes and anyone else who wants to join in 😊

thanks :)

20 questions for fanfic writers

1. How many works do you have on Ao3?

22

2. What’s your total Ao3 word count? 367,338

3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

1: Dandelion 718 kudos (Jesper/Wylan Six of Crows)

2: The Barrel Rats 600 kudos (Jesper/Wylan Six of Crows)

3: what you really want 471 kudos (Will/Mike Stranger Things)

4: Truest Form 464 kudos (Jesper/Wylan Six of Crows)

5: What I Would Do 457 kudos (Jesper/Wylan Six of Crows)

(dude ngl it pisses me off bc i wrote no. 1, 2, and 4 when i was 14 like 5 years ago and my writing is so much better now RAHH)

4. What fandoms do you write for?

Stranger Things, Six of Crows (used to), Skyrim (used to)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Depends on how long the comment is :)) sometimes ill reply to shorter comments if its super funny or meaningful

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

lmao i don't really right angsty endings i fear- um probably Vellgeluck Re-Imagined or In A Blood Haze but that's literally bc they were set in the middle of canon

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Probably my Dandelion series, i mean, they literally get married <3

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Once, but only bc i let guests comment. it wasn't actually hate, i think they just complained about the story itself but i couldnt understand their tone

9. Do you write smut?

Nope, i tried once a while ago but never finished or posted it

10. Do you write crossovers?

only if i want to write the characters in the universe of the other fandom, bc ngl i cant stand fics where characters from two different shows or books or whatever interact lmao idk why

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

pfff i dont think so!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yep, my fic got translated into Russian once, but it got taken down. But then another one of my fics, What I Would Do, got translated into french and it is still up !

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Nah, i don't think i ever will tbh im annoying and particular about things

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

byler byler but i cant ignore the impact wesper has had on my life

15. What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

oof i think that might be my christmas byler fic, our hearts were singing. sorry yall

16. What are your writing strengths?

I think I'm pretty good at writing the characters in-character, because that's very important to me. also conveying multiple things at once (emotions, setting, appearances)

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

repeating the same words over and over. this comes in phases. at the moment, the word is "really", "himself" and "own".

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

thats cool but i don't know any other languages ah

19. First fandom you wrote for?

gotta admit guys, it was dan and phil. i posted that shit on wattpad/ took it down asap so u will never find it >:))

20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?

Dandelion always has a special place in my heart bc its the one that blew my ao3 up (but the writing isnt great). what you really want (byler) is probably my favourite one i've ever written tho. UGH or you can't help but become the sun

20 questions for fanfic writers

1. How many works do you have on Ao3?

5

2. What’s your total Ao3 word count? 148,552

3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

1: snakebites and bitter tonics (mike/will) - 296 kudos

2: fall upon your sword (hans/henry) - 194 kudos

3: there’s something wrong with michael (mike/will) - 117 kudos

4: perfect, even (mike/will) - 107 kudos

5: wastelanders (mike/will) - 38 kudos

4. What fandoms do you write for?

Stranger Things, Kingdom Come Deliverance (i guess? i dont plan on writing any more)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

every single one. reading comments on ao3 gives me such joy, i feel it’s only fair to respond with enthusiasm and thanks. i also love to expand on my intentions with writing, giving more context for my choices

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

ending? well, i guess snakebites, since mike does get a gunshot wound in the final chapter. however the ending is anything but angsty lol

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

there’s something wrong with michael, imo, the final chapter is just feel-good party shenanigans

8. Do you get hate on fics?

i got a hate comment from a guest (angel) who’s notorious for leaving negative comments on byler fics soooo it just made me laugh

9. Do you write smut?

nah, i think it would sound really stupid if i tried

10. Do you write crossovers?

if you count placing characters in other universes, then oh god yea i actually have a problem with that. byler in both rdr and fallout universe… i love it

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

uhh no

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

no, but i’d love to see that happen

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

nope!

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

byler. the only ship that’s motivated me to actually write entire completed stories, and over 100k words at that.

15. What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

wastelanders 😒 i have the whole story mapped out but zero motivation. i PROMISE to finish it at some point, though

16. What are your writing strengths?

most of the time i’m told i’m great with imagery and interpreting characters into different universes/circumstances while still having them feel authentic

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

i write too damn slow. also, sometimes it gets a bit too flowery, so i have to hold myself back, or else it sounds stupid 😭

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

i commend people who do this

19. First fandom you wrote for?

errr i think i wrote some 5sos fics on wattpad when i was 12, but i only ever got like a couple hundred words in before giving up completely

20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?

thats tough. i think im gonna go with there’s something wrong with michael, because there’s so much of myself and my interests within it. also, im proud of myself for creating a cohesive story long enough to be a short novel, and for coming up with my own lore for it. it was super fun to write, and now that it’s been over a year since i wrote the first couple chapters, i can go back and read it like it’s someone else’s work 😭😭

tags: @longtallglasses @hellfiremike @souverian-are-we and anyone who sees this that writes!!!

20 questions for fanfic writers - ty for the tag @willelworld <333

1. How many works do you have on Ao3? - 22

2. What’s your total Ao3 word count? 189,812

3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

i just may be a daredevil (can you feel my heart?)

one more... please (tell it like it is)

heaven (let my love open the door)

bittersweet goodbyes

but flurry you're my best friend

4. What fandoms do you write for?

strangers things mostly... although there's a certain show i think i will be adding to the roster lol.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

i try respond to every one! esp if it's thoughtful, comments are everything.

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

most definitely my blair witch. i reread the last chapter myself if i wanna ruin my psyche.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

?? like all my fluff i think. well actually a lot of fluff is still bittersweet lmao. probably but flurry you're my best friend, super cheesy and sweet.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

not that i'm aware of!

9. Do you write smut?

not really. i like to think i write the horniest non smut on the planet tho. and would never say never y'know.. but not my usual wheelhouse.

10. Do you write crossovers?

i suppose my blair witch is a crossover, but like crossover with characters no.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

yeah... i have... and i know who, got the receipts and everything. but alas.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

yeah a few times! all in russian lol. <3

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

no but @memory-garden ... we'll get on it (putting it into the universe) (whispers jennifer's body challengers au)

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

BYLER. it's legit the ship of dreams for me. 80s nerds childhood friends to lovers. and i second u cj, legit the ship that has motivated me like no other.

15. What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

my vampire!mike au and haunted lighthouse au - although I Do Not doubt i will finish. i need to finish them for my mental health. and it will happen soon.

16. What are your writing strengths?

i think when i get in the zone i can write pretty good prose. metaphors and double meanings... ?idk. descriptors of bodily experiences, also a fave to write.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

i think it goes in hand with the strengths lol, bc i also can go way too heavy handed with metaphorical shit till the point i'm writing a poem.. if i could write a full story just through metaphor i would. u can only read this story thru the rear view mirror with sunglasses on.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

i think it's fun, i've read a few marauders fics where the black brothers speak french.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

maraudersss <33 i turned in wolfstar fanfic as hw.

20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?

have to say my blair witch. although i also love my daredevil. and i'll shout out these fatal fantasies bc i really enjoyed writing all the historical details of the aids crisis.

20 questions for fanfic writers! Thank you @longtallglasses for the tag (and pardon the notifications for being tagged twice by me). This one’s really special. Took me back over ten years to think of some of my answers.

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

This answer is oddly complicated as some are hidden and one orphaned but in sum, 54.

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

230,626

3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

  1. Karlnapity Sick Fics (DSMP)
  2. a day to remember (DSMP)
  3. Bad Blood (DSMP)
  4. Sweet and sleepy (DSMP)
  5. Muse (Byler)

4. What fandoms do you write for?

Stranger Things and Arcane, currently. Potentially got something for IT (2017). I wrote RPF and K-pop, historically.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I’ve been neglectful as of late, but yes! I love that people have chosen to interact with me when they absolutely didn’t have to. Makes my day, so I try to return the favor.

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

None, technically? I always aim to have happy endings, although, the closest one is “take me home tonight” which is open-ended right when the “crazy together” scene begins, and that’s got some angst.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Besides all of them lmao, I gotta say that my favorite has to be “a day to remember” because it ends with a wedding.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

No. The closest I got was someone leaving a comment with criticism, but it wasn’t done in a hateful way. Just kinda caught me off guard.

9. Do you write smut?

… Sometimes.

10. Do you write crossovers?

Not anymore, but I did in middle school.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No, although my Byler proposal fic I once saw on Goodreads and I was flabbergasted. It’s not up anymore so it must’ve gotten taken down. I think. I hope.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No, only narrated in a podfic, so adjacently “translated” to voice if anything.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yes, but it never got posted.

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

Byler my beloved. I’ve never been so obsessed. Ringing that same bell as you all before, they’re just so wonderful and make me feel fonder over my best friend.

15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I feel most bad about my ongoing fic “Married to the Crime” that I really want to complete because people were asking about updates. I’ve still got all the drafts, so we’ll see.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I like to think that I’m pretty good at lots of aspects of fluff. Making a scene, laying the characters down to do absolutely nothing but think about each other. I also have a thing for dialogue and making it in-character as I have a pretty vivid auditory mind to test what “sounds” right for characters to say. I’m also kinda a grammar police so I feel like my technical presentation and self-betaing are pretty good, lol.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Angst, in a literal sense. If I don’t cry while writing angst, I feel like it never hits, so it’s a true emotional weak point I inflict on myself, lol. But generally, yeah, angst just feels difficult to piece together, and I want it resolved immediately, which isn’t always the cure. Also, things like descriptive pain gets me in a bind because I get too medical. I’m also horrible when it comes to excessive fluff, like, I would write pet names way more than necessary if I had the choice. I also feel like I can get pretty boring with descriptive language if I’m not inspired.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

I think it’s really sweet. Codeswitching is very common where I’m from, so it’s very comforting to see it represented in fanfics.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

This is embarrassing but Good Mythical Morning. Mythical beast for life tho. I love my dads.

20. Favorite fic you've ever written?

“I’ll Be Waiting, Time After Time” I affectionately call my baby of my fanfics. I dreamed it up one random summer night, took notes on all my excited thoughts, followed each one without a hitch, and it’s everything I love about Stranger Things’ relationships in one fic.

Tagging all of you who I know write hehe but no pressure! @lit3rally-m1ke-whlr @suzieburself @apocalyptic-byler @magentamee @mikeslawyer @howtobecomeadragon

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Challenging you all!

Put your music library on shuffle, then list the first five songs that come up in a poll to let people vote for which one they like the most!

Then tag Tumblr friends to keep the game going!

Oooououghguhg, I wish you guys luck?? (I used my biggest playlist)

Nvm, the songs weren't as random/bad as I thought!!

And @/anyone else who wants to try!!!!

Thx for the tag!!

I used my meat grinder playlist (don’t ask I’m bound by NDA)

Oo a poll! This is such a fun idea!

Hi sorry for this being late! Just got reminded as I was doing another challenge. Uhhh come here @longtallglasses I give one right back to you and I’d love to know your music taste

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sunlight

i went a little ham with the rendering. do me a favor and zoom in, cause the resolution is so high that every time i flipped the canvas i could hear photoshop crying out in pain

i had a ton of fun drawing the details. also if u noticed my paladin design on the wall, i love u

reblogs much appreciated :3

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