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ive been howling at a hollow moon ๐ŸŒ™

@kreeative-error / kreeative-error.tumblr.com

He/Him + Minor + Transmasc + Asexual + Madds Buckley + Conan Gray + The Crane Wives + Wings of Fire + Arcane + Gravity Falls + Art + Music

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ยป [Hollow Moon] ยซ

1:20โ”€ใ€‡โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ 3:21 โ‡„ โ—ƒโ—ƒ โ… โ…  โ–นโ–น โ†ป

Welcome to my blog! This is where i scream into the void or just talk to my moots. If youโ€™re here, welcome!

Current Theme: Hollow Moon - The Crane Wives

About me:

My online name is Atlas/Kree! Kree if its just an easy nickname, but Atlas works as a moots kinda deal!

Iโ€™m a minor, so please be sfw and not weird.

I am also hella queer!!

If youโ€™re straight/dont know much about the community - Biromantic Asexual Trans Man.

If you get more complex queer terms - Genderqueer Trans Guy, Aroflux Asexual Omniromantic.

Definitely mentally ill of various flavours which i will not elaborate on for person reasons, and also the lack of diagnosis.

Definitely weird, probably cringe, and slightly crazy.

Also i swear a lot so if you dont like that, this is not the blog for you.

Current song fixation:

Literally just any crane wives song ๐Ÿค๐Ÿค๐Ÿค

Interests:

Artists:

  • Madds Buckley
  • Conan Gray
  • The Crane Wives
  • Sparkbird
  • Fish in a Birdcage
  • IDKHowButTheyFoundMe

Specific Songs (I will totally forget to update this):

  • River Rushing (TCW)
  • Scars (TCW)
  • Mad Dog (TCW)
  • The Wolf (TCW)
  • Nobody (TCW)
  • Wine and Wheat (Madds)
  • I Lose to You (Madds)
  • Brother (Madds)
  • Dogbird (Madds)
  • The Exit (Conan)
  • Alley Rose (Conan)
  • Miss you (Conan)
  • Comfort Crowd (Conan)
  • Arboretum (Sparkbird)
  • #4 Fish in a birdcage (FIAB)
  • Absinthe (IDKhow)
  • Choke (IDKhow)

Games:

  • Totk/Botw
  • Pressure
  • Doors
  • Hollow Knight (in spirit)
  • There is definitely more I just cannot think rn.

Shows/Movies:

  • Arcane
  • The Dragon Prince
  • Heartstopper
  • The Owl House
  • Helluva/Hazbin
  • again. there is more. but the second people ask I forget.
  • YELLOWJACKETS YELLOWJACKETS YELLOWJACKETS

Moots <33 (Narrowed down to the ones I actually talk to):

@theboredasexual - borace/fruit/smamon/salmon, my beloved queezy pipi (qpp) (forever seperated by a squishy wall)

@atellidoesart - telli/dermatitis, another beloved queezy pipi (forever seperated by PHYSICAL DISTANCE COME HERE I MISS YOU)

@bassguitarinablackt-shirt - fellow madds enjoyer, pjo nerd (i have never read it but he sure posts about it a lot)

@catinasink - we barely talk but theyre pretty chill

@aayeroace - the og moot. literally. my first moot that i didnt know irl.

@streetcatalex - i dont think we've spoken but i send ur rbs to the qpps every 2 seconds u have immaculate taste

(if any of yall want off this list, dm/ask me and i will take it off)

Alt Accs:

@meanwhile-in-aevynfall - worldbuilding with borace

@you-wanna-save-the-corn-nuts - YellowJackets sideblog!! (Sparing my moots from the absolute spam i post)

@omg-im-obessed-with-madds - I JUST REALISED THERES A TYPO FUCK- madds buckley fan acc i barely use

@leo-is-a-trainwreck - secret account that turned into a bit with borace, but has been revealed. basically a conan gray shrine.

@frank-and-the-eggs - the forever neglected hazbin account. why am i even tagging it.

my tags:

#kree speaks - my random rambles

#kree is lyricposting once more - music related rambles. also lyricposting.

#kree is maddsposting - the dedicated madds tag

#lucky flickerman'd with kree - sad shit. hopefully wont be a lot of this.

#THATS ENOUGH OCS KREE - oc posting my beloved <333

#mootiful moots with kree - my moots <33

#the queasy pipis - borace/telli posting

#kree's YJ yapping - NOT FOR THIS BLOG!! Its for my sideblog :3

(Will be added to as needed)

if you make an OC that you are genuinely insane over, like you are obsessed with this freak and can't stop thinking about them, then it will rub off on other people. the virus spreads

but (and this is the most important part) you HAVE to be insane about them. you can't just make an OC and be normal about them, they have to consume your thoughts

everyone reblogging this and saying in the tags that they don't talk about their OCs online much: just do it. have fun. you will make friends

I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

โ€˜im a girlโ€™ โ€™im a boyโ€™ okay well ive got boulders on my shoulders collarbones begin to crack there is very little left of me and itโ€™s never coming back

you might even say there are certain things you ask of me and there are certain things i lack

new rule you have to live to be 34. you cant kill yourself until you turn 34. jesus died at 33 you can do better

this is a common law btw. you can check it out by looking up 'rule 34'

Because we don't teach history right.

We teach history like it's a work of fiction where the characters act the way they do because they were written that way. And not like the real world with real people who were just as human as us and had reasons to act the way they do. And that the same mistakes and foibles they had could happen to us too.

And even this history is woefully undertaught. People learn it to memorize the events of the story and then forget about it. They don't learn to comprehend it, they don't learn to learn from it.

This will be a long story, but settle in, because this is important.

I was fortunate enough to have some great teachers growing up, in a small, fairly well-funded school system (and during times when everyone still agreed that fascism was bad). In 8th grade, our school had an interdisciplinary unit for about a month focusing solely on the Holocaust. Every class taught something related to it, even math. For a month, we read horrifying stories and watched documentaries and did research assignments on the Holocaust. By the end, any one of us would have said we were experts on the subject.

And at the very end, our entire grade (about 100 kids) was broken into four groups, and we were told that as a reward for all our hard work on the Holocaust unit, we were going to compete for a trip to Disney World. Only one team could go, but the entire team would get to travel there and spend a few days in the park, all expenses paid.

The competition was simple: the group with the most team spirit would win. We were instructed to come up with a team name, a catchy slogan, and a logo (something simple and easy to draw). We were allowed to prove our team spirit however we wanted. That was it. That was all of the instructions. The competition would last a week, and short of stopping physical violence, the teachers stepped back and let us have at it.

It was terrifying.

At first, everyone just hung up posters in the halls and cheerfully recited their slogan whenever the teachers were watching. Within a few days, posters were being torn down and shredded. Verbal fights were breaking out in the hallways. It wasn't enough to say your team was the best, everyone had somehow decided. You also had to prove that everyone else's team was inferior. People started making up lies and gossip, saying that everyone in a particular group was lazy or ugly or smelly or what have you (we were 13). Slurs were thrown around. (Again, we were 13.)

By the final day, the groups were marching down the halls in formation, shouting their slogan in unison. Shouting slander against the other groups. The floor was covered in tattered paper.

I was shy and introverted and weird and unpopular and mostly stayed out of it. But those images are burned into my memory. These kids had turned into vicious monsters, all for a stupid school project.

The teachers had us march down the hallway to the auditorium to announce the results of the competition. The groups were little armies now. Most students marched in lockstep, shouting their slogans. We were seated together in our groups. The teachers dimmed the lights, quieted us down, and the teacher in charge of this whole project said that before he announced the winners, he had something to share with us about the person who was responsible for this entire competition. He turned on the projector and displayed a portrait of Hitler.

Everyone lost their minds. Kids were booing and throwing things. We knew that Hitler was a Bad Guy.

The teacher calmed us back down, and then explained that there was no trip to Disney World, and the fact that not one student questioned for a moment that such a massively expensive and complicated prize would be granted for such a silly competition was honestly kind of disappointing. This entire week, he said, was our final exam. The final exam for the Holocaust unit.

We had spent a month learning about this. About how this "bad guy" inspired a whole hell of a lot of people to march in lockstep shouting slogans and plastering their symbol all over everything. That one bad guy had told them that they were special, and other groups were trying to take away what was rightfully theirs for being the best, and they ultimately got extremely violent. We had learned all about the Hitler Youth and the SS and book burnings and, of course, the concentration camps. We'd all read the Diary of Anne Frank. We'd been marinating in this information for a month, in all of our classes.

But we hadn't learned. We hadn't really understood what they were trying to teach us. Not that this happened. But that this happens. It can happen very easily, especially if people aren't watching out for it.

The kids were furious. They shouted that this wasn't fair, that we were only following instructions. The teachers had lied to us. They had told us to do this, and now they were mad at us for following directions?

He was ready for this, of course. Calming us back down again, he pointed out that all they'd done is tell us to give ourselves a name, a slogan, a symbol, and demonstrate "team spirit." That was literally it. No one told us to rip posters down. No one told us to march in the hallways. No one told us to spread rumors and shout insults. No one told us to fight each other.

They didn't have to.

All it takes to get people to behave this way is to tell them that their group is special, they deserve good things, but the good things aren't there because those other people are taking them from you.

The Nazis were not uniquely evil people. They were just encouraged to demonstrate their team spirit. And there were no teachers to stop it from getting violent. Because the person encouraging them wanted things to get violent.

The Holocaust was not the story of Hitler the Bad Guy. He was there, and he was responsible for a lot, but that wasn't the point. Germany during the Holocaust wasn't suddenly, by total accident, full of evil people.

It was just full of people like us.

This time, it just was a lie about Disney World and a week of chaos. But if we didn't watch out, the next time fascism started to rise, we would get swept up on the wrong side of it. We had just proven that we would. We'd be too swept up in making sure that our special group got the prize they deserved to notice that we were being lied to about the prize in the first place.

That could happen. If we weren't careful. If we forgot the lesson we'd just learned.

After he'd let the horror and shame and embarrassment and indignation of that week sink in properly, he reassured us that it wasn't our fault. The point wasn't for us to prove that we understood the lesson of the Holocaust. It wasn't actually a test after all, it was our final lesson. The most important lesson.

He'd known that this test would go this way, because it always did. He did this every year. He said in all his years of teaching, only one student, one student, had ever questioned it. Pulled him aside in the hallway and said straightforwardly that whatever was going on was messed up and he wanted no part of it.

And you know what? That is how you teach history. You give students the facts of what happened. And then you show them how easily it can happen again.

Sadly, most schools don't have the resources for this sort of thing, and these days they'd probably not be allowed to run this little experiment. But I'm extremely grateful to that teacher, grateful that I was part of that experience. It was harrowing, and it made me and a lot of other people vigilant for the rest of my life in a way I know I would not have been otherwise.

It was over 35 years ago now and it still makes me emotional to think about.

Most people never got to have that experience, to properly learn that lesson. But at least I can pass the story on to you. And you can pass it on to others. Because if you think you would have acted differently, that you would have seen through the ruse, think again.

Teaching history requires such a broad high level picture of trends and an up close look at specific events and the ability to weave the two together that itโ€™s no wonder we come up short.

New tag game: make a poll with your top 5 recently played artists on Spotify and let people pick their favourites!

to find recently played artists: click pfp โ†’ view profile โ†’ recently played artists โ†’ see all artists

YAYYYYY

Open because my only friend who would actually do it is my spotify parasite :cc

Iโ€™m not super fond of the way vampires turn pale no matter their skin tone so hereโ€™s a proposal:

Colder tones!!!

This was loosely based off livor mortis which is the bluish-purple discoloration of the skin of dead bodies. Itโ€™s a result of the gravitation of blood but fuck that vamps are purple now

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24601vjavert-deactivated2020080

Conclusion: The Count from Sesame Street is a VOC (Vampire of Color), and we stan

three internet trends i will (regrettably) probably never grow out of:

โ€ข typing in a cresCENDO TO EXPRESS EXCITEMENT โ€ข โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ..unnecessarilyโ€ฆโ€ฆ. longโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ.. ellipsisโ€™ โ€ข puttinfh a typo in eveyr other word to shwo u dont really give a fukc but u actually do

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poseidhn
  • also unnecessary!!!! punctuation marks??????? likeโ€ฆโ€ฆ ??? what is going on here????? i!! am!!! so!!! excited!!!!
  • andโ„ข totallyโ„ข unneededโ„ข trademark symbolsโ„ข
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twentyonelizards

personally I enjoy Random Capitalisation to show things are Very Important

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open-plan-infinity
  • can we also talk about starting a sentence and then kind of justย 

stating something reblog if you agree

dude this isnโ€™t even a collection of memes, this is a demonstration of internet grammarโ€ฆ anyone who says that when you type and communicate on the internet you lose too much inflection to get the real meaning just doesnโ€™t understand internet syntax. the evolution of language in action.

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gazing-in-the-clouds

If you think about it, these are just methods to convey emotion. Sure, it would probably make your English teacher faint, but our goal isnโ€™t to have perfect grammar here. Our goal is to perfectly (or almost perfectly) imitate how our thoughts sound in our heads.

we use words to express emotions, not to show our grammatical prowess

its the way i read each of these with their own emotion??? like, theres a lot of "internet language" i immediately translate just by the way we type.

for me its a lot of "omg- i literally- i cant-" (like sentences cutting off abruptly) and "uHuH sUrE" (spongebob meme)

I'm sending everyone who sees this some mad gender euphoria. It should arrive within 3-5 business days. If there is an issue with the status of your gender euphoria... uhmmm yeah I'm sorry idk how to fix that but I send hugs and well wishes

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DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE. THIS IS YOUR SIGN DO NOT DO IT. PUT DOWN THE DAGGER, THE BLADE, THE NOOSE, THE BULLET, THE PILLS, THE SCISSORS, THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD, YOUR WORRIES AND ANXIETIES AND YOUR SELF HATRED. STOP WRITING THE NOTES STOP MENTALLY PLANNING IT. YOU ARE WORTH SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS. YES THIS APPLIES TO YOU. YOU ARE LOVED. YOU WILL SURVIVE THIS. ITS OKAY. DON'T DO IT. TALK TO SOMEONE. PLEASE.

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