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Storge ( REWRITE ) - NCT maffia au

Synopsis - Storge is the greek word for familial love, it refers to a natural or instinctual affection, such as the love of a parent to a child, or the love of a sibling to a sibling. Storge could also be used to describe NCT, eventhough they might not be really family like many of the other maffia groups in Seoul, they do feel familial love for eachother.

Disclaimer: this is a rewrite of my early work. Back then NCT Wish wasn't introduced yet. So they won't be included in the many of the first chapters, but I think I will be able to include them later on in the story.

status - paused once again

Taglist: open

Nobody asked for it, but here is my Stunner Album rating!! ✨️

1. Sweet as sin 🍓 - I love the synth, I love the rythm, the vibes, actually I love everything. Such a nice bop!! Like the chorus being so empty is the best thing ever. Oh m gee, it's sooo goood

2. Stunner ✨️ - such a great title track! Showing of all TEN's strengths. Have to say prefer the original over the English version.

3. Enough for me ⚖️ - Love the slutty theme of this and the chorus is soo catchy. Just a great song overall

4. Bambola 👧🏽- So NEO, so fun! Like the verses more than the chorus, but still a great song! Great vibes, Amazing.

5. Waves 🌊 - 2015 me would have put this on 1, but my music taste has slightly changed. Still a great song and definitely not being skipped, just not completely my style anymore. The chorus is great tho! Just something small is a little bit of for me. Maybe it sounds to generic? I don't know.

6. Butterfly 🦋 - Great song! The Korean? I love our multilangual king. The chorus is reminds me of some Taemin song, but not sure which one. It is still great tho! I just love TEN's dance / electric / edm music a bit more.

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you’re starring in a movie with the last person saved in your camera roll and the last song you listened to is the title…who/what is it?

tyyy for the tag, yin<3! i think yall can tell i was working on a fic LMFAOO. i wanted to gatekeep bf's pic so bad but unfortunately yall get to see him like this :/

Tysm for the tag ml @hoonstqr <33

Makes no sense but why not its minju and g-eazy :3

thank you for the tag ellie 🩶

literally my favs ever (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)♡

Wasn't tagged at all, but saw this and just wanted to participate since it is so fun!

Chapter 2

“Hello Jaemin, nice to see you too! How have you been? I have been good,” Serenity puts up a show, probably just because he didn’t sit with them during the lecture. Jaemin just snickers and then decides to play along. Explaining that he has been good as well, but just didn’t have the time to move his seat next to you and that he is very sorry. The four of them are walking towards the cafeteria again. “No problem, but what did you say just earlier. Are you guys finally going to your house Jaemin? You are finally introducing her to your big weird family?” Serenity wonders, sitting down at a table and opening up her backpack to get her lunch.  

“Yes! I am so excited for Mariposa to finally meet my family. Today is the big day!” 

“Guys, have fun! I am going to the library to study some more. Mari, keep me updated on how things are going tonight! I am curious to know more about Jaemin’s weird family tree,” Precious jokes, stealing a few pistachio’s from Serenity’s lunchbox and running away towards the library. All three of them have always heard Jaemin talk about all of his brothers. There were so many that they didn’t understand how Jaemin’s family tree would work, but now that Jaemin told her about his other life Mariposa finally understands. The brothers he talked about were not related to him. As Precious runs towards the library Serenity tries to follow her, but quickly gives up as she notices the distance between them. 

“We actually need to go, so enjoy your lunch Serenity. See you tomorrow!” Jaemin says, putting an arm around Mariposa and turning around. Mari turns her head around and yells goodbye to Serenity. Off they go, while Serenity quietly eats her lunch. Jaemin walks Mariposa towards the parking lot. Jaemin doesn’t have a driver’s license, so she is a bit confused as to why they would go here. “Kun is picking us up, so we don’t have to go with public transportation,” Jaemin explains while a big grey SUV enters the parking lot. “that must be him!” 

The car stops right before the duo and the window at the passenger’s seat rolls down. “Your chauffeur is here,” the man behind the wheel jokes. Jaemin opens the backdoor and lets Mariposa go in first. Like a real gentlemen, she thinks. How can the Jaemin she knows be in the mafia? “Hello, my name is Kun. Who are you?” Kun questions Mariposa immediately as she sits down. But before she can answer, Jaemin tells him her name and that she will join the dinner. “You know the girls have their monthly dinner tonight?” Kun asks Jaemin while driving off. 

“No, really? It is finally happening again? They will want Mari to join, right?” Jaemin rambles on. Focused on the road Kun just answers with a single yes. “So Mari, do you maybe want to have dinner with all the women of the family? It is just something they try to host every month. They always speak very highly of it, but you don’t have to join.” Kun just agrees with whatever Jaemin is talking about. 

“But was I not supposed to meet your brothers?” Mariposa asks confused. Jaemin nods and then explains to her, that they can meet his brothers in the afternoon, dinner is not needed to meet them. He also continues to explain that the girls dinner is a somewhat sacred tradition, meaning they wouldn’t be able to have dinner together anyway, because the dining area is being used by the girls of the family. 

“Now that Jaemin has somewhat explained that to you. You can start telling me how your class went.” Kun tries to get more information from the girl. All the Neos know about some girl that is Jaemin’s girlfriend, but to be completely honest, Kun always thought it was for the undercover story and not really someone Jaemin had feelings for. But here she is, in his car, on their way to the Neo mansion.  

After driving some more, they pick up two other boys as well, as they get into the car they introduce themselves as Jeno and Yangyang. Yangyang is the hyperactive boy with pink hair, while Jeno is more quiet and has white hair. Jeno sits next to Jaemin on the backseat, while Yangyang sits on the passenger’s side. The whole route to the house, Yangyang talks about his classes and why the teacher was mad at him. With him talking so much, Mariposa starts to understand this teacher a bit better. He literally never shuts up. Jeno on the other hand was very quiet, not talking much. Just sometimes laughing at whatever Jaemin was saying.  

After a while a big house arises on the horizon. Mari is in awe of the size of the building, she never expected the place to be this big. “So everyone, we are here. Jeno, Yangyang  you can go already. See you later. Jaemin, we need to talk.” Kun starts as everyone wants to leave the car. Jeno and Yangyang just run off, while Mariposa stays seated, grabbing Jaemin’s hand a bit nervous for what’s about to happen. “I will tell Taeyong about your impulsive decision, but you have to face Mark by yourself. Which I guess will be pretty soon, since Jeno and Yangyang know about it. Mariposa, if you have any questions about anything, don’t hesitate to ask them to me. Jaemin will probably show you around quickly. Afterwards you can join me in the kitchen if you want,” Kun explains and then leaves the car. Jaemin takes this as a sign to also leave the car, which Mariposa follows. Still holding each other’s hands, the duo walks towards the front door of the building. 

“Don’t worry about a thing” 

As they open the main entrance, another man is waiting. “Jaemin. Office. Now.” Jaemin just quietly nods and let’s go of Mariposa’s hand. He whispers that she should find Kun, he will be in the kitchen. Mariposa just looks around bewildered. She has no clue which way is towards the kitchen. The big hallway she just entered has two corridors, one to the left and one to the right, with a big dramatic staircase in the middle. It looks like the right hallway leads towards the garage, so Mariposa chooses the left hallway.

Finally another chapter! I might have forgotten to update this story, sorry! I will try to post more frequently :)

I just need two things in life at this point:

1. A fun job

2. A loving partner

Why is neither of them coming my way?!? 😭🙏🫠

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everyone!! my favorite indie artist ten lee is releasing his second album stunner on march 24 and his company couldn't even give a damn about it! we need to support as much as possible!

please like, share, reblog this post everywhere to spread the word!

here is the mv for bambola, a prerelease that recently came out

here is the album website to keep up with the promo schedule

here is ten's instagram

here is ten's kprofiles page

here are ten's spotify and apple music profiles to check out his work

here is his first album released last year

here is nightwalker, the main single from his debut album last year

here are links to ten's other solo songs: dream in a dream, new heroes, pmn, birthday

here is obsession, a collab he did with (g)-idle minnie earlier this year

here is a collab stage that ten did with kiss of life natty at aaa 2024

here is another collab stage from a few years ago, with monsta x shownu

here is ten freestyling on great dance crew, a chinese program he mentored on a few years ago

here is a performance film he did for his debut album last year

here is another performance film, this time from superm

here is ten taking part in taemin's guilty dance challenge

here is a dance practice of his that went viral in 2022

here is ten's waterbomb 2024 set

here is a clip from animals are incredible, a program ten was on recently with his 3 cats

here is a recent photoshoot of his that has been gaining a lot of attention

here are some links to preorder stunner if you so wish *you can use any service that counts purchases towards charts*

here are some links to presave the album on streaming services

Chapter 1

Mariposa was at her dorm when Jaemin called her. It had been four days since he told her about his life and what he does for a living. Four days since they talked last. Normally the two talk to each other every day, however Mariposa told Jaemin she needed some time to think about everything, so Jaemin gave her the space she needs. Even if not talking every day feels very wrong to him. The distance that has been between them for the past four days, has been pretty hard on Mariposa. Together with an exam coming up and starting her period, she has been very emotional the past few days. So when Jaemin finally calls her, around lunchtime, she is way too excited to talk to him and almost starts crying. “hey!” she answers with tears in her eyes. 

“Hey Mari, how are you? Are you also on your way to class?” Jaemin asks her through the phone. Mariposa answers, telling him she is just stepping out of the door, ready to get a drink and then go to class. She tries her best holding back her tears, which seems to work. “Do you maybe have time to answer a question I have? You know what I told you four days ago right. So, even though you don’t have an answer to all my questions, just yet, my brothers want to get to know you better and are inviting you over to the house. So, do you want to come over after class?” Jaemin rambles, without pausing. It results in him being out of breath for a while, which gives Mariposa the time to think about her answer and calm down her feelings. Mariposa’s first instinct is to say yes, without a doubt. However after the things she learned four days ago, she is a bit hesitant. 

“Well you always spoke very highly about them, so I guess meeting them isn’t that bad. This however doesn’t mean that I know the answers to the questions you asked me four days ago,” Mariposa answers her boyfriend carefully. Four days ago Jaemin told her about his life, he turns out to be part of a mafia group called NeoCityTeam, or NCT for short. In relation to this he also asked some questions about their relationship, but Mariposa could only answer one of those questions four days back. 

“I understand, I am just happy you are willing to meet them. Thank you so much Mari. I will see you in class, I am almost at the campus,” Jaemin happily answers and then ends the phone call. Nearby Mariposa steps outside of her dorm and crosses the street to the campus. Since there are ten more minutes left before the start of class, Mariposa quickly makes her way to the café. She really loves living on campus, everything is closeby. When entering the café Mariposa sees her friends, Serenity and Precious. They, just like Jaemin, follow the same course as Mariposa.  

Precious waves and gestures Mariposa to stand in line with them, while Serenity orders an extra coffee for Mariposa. After getting their drink, there are only three minutes left before the lecture starts, so the girls need to hurry. The three girls start running towards the lecture hall, with the coffees in their hands. Once they arrive, the door is still open and they can quickly find a place to sit. Out of breath the girls ready their laptops to take notes. Mariposa turns around, scanning the people sitting in the class, after a little bit she finally recognizes Jaemin. He has died his hair again, this time it is a blueish colour. 

“Why is Jaemin not sitting next to us?” Serenity wonders, whispering to Mariposa. Mari just shrugs her shoulders, she knows why, but she hasn’t told her friends about what happened yet. She doesn’t even know if she is allowed to tell them. 

After two very long hours of just listening to the teacher, the lecture has finally ended. As Mariposa is getting her stuff and putting it in her backpack, she notices that Jaemin is waiting for her. It makes her smile, even though not everything has been solved, he does still want to be near her. “Hello, are you ready to go to my house?” Jaemin asks excitedly as he approaches Mariposa and her friends, almost skipping to them. 

Finally, the first chapter is posted! It is still boring now. But I hope you will enjoy! I am really excited for the rewrite! 😄

Taglist: @yutahoes

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Thanks for the tag! @jae10velies !!

I love doing this silly things 🥰

🏷 @yutahoes @fullsunstrawberry and anybody else that wants to do this

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Storge ( REWRITE ) - NCT maffia au

Synopsis - Storge is the greek word for familial love, it refers to a natural or instinctual affection, such as the love of a parent to a child, or the love of a sibling to a sibling. Storge could also be used to describe NCT, eventhough they might not be really family like many of the other maffia groups in Seoul, they do feel familial love for eachother.

Disclaimer: this is a rewrite of my early work. Back then NCT Wish wasn't introduced yet. So they won't be included in the many of the first chapters, but I think I will be able to include them later on in the story.

status - Starting February 9th with weekly updates

Taglist: open

I added a starting date! Mark your calenders everyone! February 9th it is! I already (re)wrote up to chapter 11, so it is going to be an exciting ride!

@yutahoes I am not sure if you are still active on this account or not, but just a heads up that I am finally doing my rewrite of Storge

Anonymous asked:

i was an art student who mastered in producing, i agree with your anon, hendery sound so spiceless and bad in wayv songs, normally it's so easy for a deep baritone voice and and tenor voice blend in songs but it doesn't work on hendery, his voice is just so annoying. i recommend to you go listen try my luck in phantom mini, ten and winwin sound so good together, this is how you blend tour voice with an tenor main vocal. weishennies here will hate to admit this. also hendery was fine in their previous songs he suddenly make the slow talking his entire brand and it ruins his voice. i watch wayv recording behinds, wayv really not doing good vocal layering anymore, you cant see the good production in their songs anymore, their voices just sound so naked without any adlibs. but not only hendery, kun also not doing his things anymore, why he singing every wayv songs like he is singing gospel, his versatility is so bad at singing, ten does vocal fry, rap, deep voice, high notes show every side of his sweet vocals others just get so lazy at singing, songs are also bad so it makes them double unlistenable. sorry but i prefer 1 wayv comeback per year with solid album instead of 3 back to back forgettable albums, people are talking about poppin love even the day frequency released, they just pretend to like this album because members worked so hard but every hard work is not giving good result, they should stop fake hyping, these fandoms are worst for me i love honest fandoms. it's getting so hard for me to keep up with wayv 😭

Such a late reply on my side. But I love the honest WayV reviews I have been getting. Like again, don't get me wrong. I still love the boys and admire their hardwork.

Poppin love is amazing and totally deserves all the love! But it has been harder to keep listening to their songs, so I agree, rather one amazing and good album a year, than three with many songs that are not WayV coded at all.

Furthermore it is hard to see them as five, I miss the little family they always were. I know somethings can't be changed, but I will always feel sad about it whenever I see them doing group stuff. It just feels so empty now.

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color the sentence that's true about you >.>

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child

no pressure tags >.>

Thank you @jae10velies, you are one of the first people to tag me for something like this! I was so excited when I saw!

color the sentence that's true about you >.>

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child

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the marketing for xo kitty being ridiculously heteronormative and then the show being extremely gay is so funny

bitches be like "i love writing fanfiction" and then constantly second guess themselves because what if they're not good enough what if it's cringe what if no one likes it what if people laugh when they see it what if i mischaracterized someone what if i didn't tag it properly what if what if what if

Bitches is me, me is bitches

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main character of a YA dystopian novel: when you turn 16 in my society you must choose to either be jumping or be popping … but i’m different… i have dared to combine the two

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