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Rafe Cameron never intended to keep her around for long. A man like him—ruthless, self-made, and cold to the core—doesn’t do attachments. He learned long ago that love is just a transaction, and for the right price, anything can be bought, even companionship. That’s why he agreed to the arrangement: he’d cover her expenses, spoil her with luxury, and in return, she’d be his—no strings, no complications.
But she’s young. Too young. Too soft, too idealistic, too… clingy. Rafe can see it in the way she looks at him, like he’s more than just the man funding her lifestyle, like he’s someone she could actually fall for. And that’s a problem.
She doesn’t understand that this is just an exchange. When she curls into his side after long nights, whispering that she misses him, he stiffens. When she pouts over his coldness, his absence, the way he keeps her at arm’s length, he almost wants to tell her the truth—that this was never meant to be real. But he doesn’t. Because she still comes back, no matter how much he pushes her away.
The angst is relentless. She wants more than he’s willing to give, and he resents her for it. He tells himself she’ll learn eventually, that she’ll stop expecting something deeper, that she’ll finally understand this is temporary. But the problem is… she never does. And maybe, just maybe, a small part of him doesn’t want her to.
Because despite everything, despite the way he claims she’s just a naive girl playing pretend in his world, he still lets her stay. And that means something—even if he refuses to admit it.
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Rafe Cameron's MASTERLIST | Social Media AU
- Pairing — Ex-BF!Rafe x Radio Host!Female Reader
- Summary — You and Rafe were the perfect couple. But after a mysterious breakup, you went off the grid. When your best friends pulls you back into the spotlight to host a on-campus radio show, you find yourself opening up to the world about your experience. This time, with everyone listening—including Rafe. And him? He wants you back.
- Content — college au, football player!rafe au
- Timeline — 10/27/2024 – 12/29/2024
- Status — Completed
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the prophecy-drew starkey
drew starkey x singer!reader
warning: angst. emotional infidelity and cheating that doesn't get physical so it's even worse. no comfort
summary: she'll always identify with the prophecy
playlist: the prophecy by taylor swift
a/n: NO, there WON'T be a part two. it's a one shot.
she thought it wouldn't hurt this much given the fact that she was used to it. used to watch the last string of hope dissapear in between her fingers right in front of her.
she watched as he laughed at something the woman having dinner with him said. she watched as he mistook her for a fool.
as he thought she wouldn't find out he was out and about with someone else. she had seen him walk into the black dog, he hadn't even had the decensy to turn off his location.
no longer the one he confided his secrets with, a stranger now she shared her bed with.
because the man that she loved had turned into a stranger the second he decided to lie to her. the second he decided she wasn't enough anymore.
so much time down the drain, so much love being wasted.
she took a picture to send to one of their shared friends. the one who introduced them.
y/n 'found him'
maddie 'oh shit.'
y/n 'yeah. i'm going home.'
maddie 'want me to go see you?'
y/n 'no, i'm going home. back to tennesse.'
y/n 'i'll let you know when i make it there. love you'
when he got home into the late hours of the night smelling like perfume and wine, he found her with her bags waiting beside the door.
3. 17 a.m marked the clock on his watch. nothing good happenes at three a.m she always said after explaining an old superstition her grandfather had handed down to her.
"baby?" he asked. she hated how it broke her to hear his voice. "what's going on?"
"had a good night at the black dog?" she said as she got the leashes on both of their dogs. her black dogs, how ironic. "had a good time with your friends or was only the brunette who needed a special treatment?"
he closed his eyes for a moment.
"save it. not what i think? it's not what it looked like?" she scoffed. "i've heard all of them before."
"baby please let's just sit down and talk about it." he tried to come closer but she denied it pulling up her right hand to stop him before he even could take a step closer.
"gave you everything and it still wasn't enough. made me believe i was good enough or that at least i was good enough for you." she was defeated, life had gave her the last punch in the face. there was no going back for her, not to him, not to believing anymore.
there weren't more chances at love for her. she was done.
"it was the first time." he murmurs.
"and it makes it all better?" her eyes were lifeless. "it's even worse. you chose to go on a date, chose to lie to me. can't even blame it on drugs or alcohol because you just wanted an excuse to leave me or to give me a excuse to leave you so you'd be less guilty."
"let's sit down for a moment. just a moment." he choked out. his throat closing with the moment.
she looked at him as she toyed with the ring on her hand then looked down at the beautiful ring that had adorned her finger for the past year.
without saying a word she opened the garage door getting her dogs settled in her truck first as he conitnued to plead and beg for her to listen to him. only retaining the words 'tour' 'missed you' 'bored' 'never again' of the discurse she was shutting out.
"thank you for postponing the weeding." she murmured taking off her ring and leaving it on the kitchen table. "don't want the house, don't want anything aside from what i took."
"is this it? i make a mistake and now it's all over?" he gripped the back of her shirt stopping her from continue moving.
"you call a mistake deciding to have dinner with another woman to laugh with another woman and take her hand as if she was the one you're about to marry." she chuckled. "you even have my favourite shirt on. baby blue with stripes because it makes your eyes shine more."
she didn't stop him from dragging her back a bit to hug her from behind.
"please forgive me." he kissed her shoulder one, two, three and even four more times. "wasn't thinking."
"that's the problem, you weren't thinking. I know we weren't on our best moment but how do you expect me to build a life beside someone who as soon as it got hard run to some stranger."
a piece of one of her songs pierced through her mind 'you know there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love. the slowest way is never loving them enough' he had swore to her he was her destiny. the one who would never disappoint her, the father to her kids. her one true love.
and maybe he was her one true love maybe she just wasn't his. it wouldn't be the first time someone meant something to her but she didn't mean the same to them.
"please let me go." she held the hand he had placed on her belly. "you knew this was the last shot i was giving love, the last time i was allowing someone to know me. made me believe you'd give that to me."
her walls breaking down as her short nails hurted his skin but the burn he felt was nothing compared to how he made her feel.
"you knew it and still decided to steal that from me." she chuckled with irony. "didn't even considered you killed the last string of hope."
he winced remembering all their late night talks. the last four years of their lives gone in the blink of an eye.
he had ruined her, he had ruined her more than anyone else because she had expected it from them but not from him.
she let him turn her around, she let him hug her and kiss her.
she let him do it because she needed to do it one last time too before all she saw in her mind was the memory of that night.
before all the happy moments were clouded by the image of him laughing with someone else like he laughed with her.
she let him deepen the kiss, she let him bite her lip and she let him grip her waist. she let him pull her close as close as he could.
she let him murmur he loved her against her lips. she let him do it all and even let him rest his forehead against her's.
"please let me prove you I'm not what you saw tonight. please baby let me beg for your forgiveness." his hands sneaked under her shirt and his thumbs caressed the side of her waist.
"no." she whispered before giving him one last peek on his lips and moved away to put in the trunk the last of her bags.
she didn't look back at him as she turned on the ignition. the last she saw from the rear view mirror was him holding his hands up and resting them on his head.
she was two hours in, on the eight hour drive when her chest started to close and she had to make a stop in the middle of nowhere.
belly and lola slept peacefully in the back unaware of the turmoil their human was going through.
"this is it." she whispered as she turned on her phone. a million missed calls from drew, and a few from madelyn and one of his sister's.
she had made herself the promise that if by 32 she hadn't settled down and found somebody to grow a life with her, she would be done with letting people in.
and at 29 drew appeared in her life in the middle of one of her tours. she felt it, she wished for it and it had finally happened. now she felt like an idiot.
not matter how much she tried she would always be on her own. back home her parents awaited not really sure what to expect when their daughter announced on a short message that she would be driving from north carolina where she had settled with her fiance all those eight hours on her own.
they didn't need to ask when they saw her tear stained face and both of the dogs with her. her father just hugged her while her mom took on the job of getting the dogs inside the house.
y/n 'stop it all please. I'm done. you ruined us so just fucking stop'
drew 'I can't. I can't fanthom the idea of going on without you.'
y/n 'you'll live'
drew 'I love you'
y/n 'it'll pass'
she disappeared from the public eye for months five months. on the six month mark he received the notification.
'thisisy/n has made a post'
thisisy/n
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@thisisyn I looked at the sky and said my new single 'the prophecy' will be out tonight
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she kept on touring and her private life stayed that way. private. he tried to keep tabs on her but there was nothing to keep tabs on, no one knew anything at all and madelyn wouldn't tell him anything.
while on her part she knew he got married a few years later, it was difficult to not find out. he had made quite a name for himself inside the hollywood scene.
she kept her promise to herself. she never opened herself to anyone again, she was done with begging and praying.
the prophecy became her life. she had made her life the prophecy. that song that condemn him to remember the worst mistake of his life. he loved his wife but not in the same way he loved her.
what it's worse? to spend your life empty of love or to spend your life knowing you'll never love the same way you once did while you are supposed to love the one by your side.
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super rich kids
sysnopsis: y/n l/n thought she finally could escape kildare when going to college; boston was supposed to be her escape. but after a rough freshman year, the kildare princess is back in the obx and so many questions are still unanswered. Why did she leave? Why did she come back? as she tries to navigate college life, a mysterious gossip blog tries to ruin it all. will she be able to save her friendships, new and old, or will she just be a super rich kid with nothing but fake friends.
masterlist | part one | part two
author's note: long time no post i know! hope you love it!
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IM SAT.
im not even dealing with that, get out of my account and my inbox with those messages you are a sick twisted cunt.
educate yourself, do better.
anyways. if you support isreal and genocide you are NOT WELCOME. i am not gonna waste my time arguing with people, who’s head would echo if knocked. fucking idiots.
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she’s apparently “learned and corrected her behavior” but who gives a rats ass if she is? The meaning of Zionism is the belief that Jews have a right to have a safe place to live and call home. Stop acting like it’s a slur or a bad thing. That’s very antisemitic of you babe.
1) never said/acted like it was a slur😂
2) and ok! if we aren’t allowed to use terms anymore, that girl supports isreal and genocide.
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that awkward feeling when you're reading fanfiction and suddenly the reader has a name
TWIN FLAMES PART 2
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baby!daddy!rafe x pogue!reader
SOCIAL MEDIA AU, 18+ MDNI
warnings: none
summary: You and Rafe were the couple that no one saw coming. The kook king and the pogue princess falling in love was a shock to the whole island. The pogues questioned your relationship, the kooks despised it, and Ward took extreme measures to tear you two apart every chance he got. It was only a matter of time before the pressure caused the relationship to break. The constant arguing, the yelling, it all became too much. Rafe turned to drugs and you isolated yourself from everyone until there was too much damage to repair. But life has a funny way of bringing two souls back together. In this instance, in the form of a three year old little boy.
Notes: y’all have given this story so much love already and i was not expecting that at all so thank you!! can’t wait to share this story 💓 let me know your thoughts/theories/concerns!
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