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Winter & Words

@winterandwords / winterandwords.tumblr.com

Genre-wandering writer in Ireland on the cusp of Gen X and Millennial. Dark, emotionally intense, queer fiction. Read at winterandwords.com

✍🏻 WRITEBLR INTRO

👋🏻 Hi, I’m Winter. I write dark, emotionally intense, queer fiction with characters to go feral over, inspired by city streets and stormy seas, scars and synchronicity, synesthesia and l’appel du vide.

💬 I'm writing-related ask and tag game friendly and I love reblogging your WIP snippets.

📚 You can read my stories online for free at 🔗winterandwords.com. It's the only place they're available. More information about each book can be found further down this post.

📱 I also do writing community stuff, with bonus photography and pet pictures, as winterandwords on 🔗Bluesky.

☕ If you enjoy my writing and would like to offer support, you can do that via 🔗Ko-fi. I share my stories for free with the option to donate if you can afford to, so your contributions are super appreciated!

🌈 It always makes happy to encounter queer characters whose identity and narrative aren’t limited to or by their queerness, so I’m writing the characters I want to see in the stories I want to read.

📝 I write for an adult audience, but my stories don’t include explicit sexual content because it’s not my vibe (not a genital in sight here, folks). That said, if you’re uncomfortable with fiction that's frequently dark, sometimes spicy, and often chemically enhanced, I might not be the ideal writer for you to follow. Not everything is for everyone and that’s OK.

🛑 I would prefer minors didn't follow me. I don't follow minors, at least not intentionally. Sometimes it's not obvious and I'm not the age-in-bio police. In the kindest possible way, if you're under eighteen, my writing is not for you and I'd rather engage with other adults only.

💜 My reblogs tend to be writing-related, with a few exceptions. My likes are (mostly) non-writing-related things I get a kick out of, or personal posts that I want to acknowledge but that don’t feel appropriate to reblog.

💌 If, for some reason, you need to contact me outside of the hellsite, you can do that at winterandwords[at]gmail[dot]com

🌊 NOVEMBER BREAKS (complete)

BASICS Genre: Transgressive, literary Audience: Adult Length: Approx 52k words Working title: Project Storm Tags: #november breaks and #project storm More: Story summary

💻 To read online for free, please visit winterandwords.com

VIBE Crime, weather symbolism and questionable life choices. Hurt me, I need to feel alive. Violence is a drug. Also, drugs are drugs. This is a love story like crude oil is a tea. #ThatShouldNotBeHot. Nothing’s real anyway.

INTRO No conscience, no problem. Noah kills for money. Brett hides a life of crime behind a successful career. Officially, they both protect people from people like themselves. Unofficially, everything is falling apart. Until they meet. And it all gets worse.

💀 SPIN CYLINDER (complete)

BASICS Genre: Transgressive, literary Audience: Adult Tags: #spin cylinder More: Story summary

💻 To read online for free, please visit winterandwords.com

Spin Cylinder is the sequel to November Breaks, which can be read here.

VIBE Slice of life, but life is drugs and crime. They deserve each other (derogatory). Violence as a substitute for therapy. Very elegantly wasted. My favourite mistake, my weapon of choice, and the parts of ourselves that we can’t leave behind.

INTRO Bound by desire and destruction. Contract killer Noah and white-collar criminal Brett retire from successful but stressful careers to build a home together on a foundation of obsession, shared secrets, and murder. But when they start to feel restless and the downward spiral beckons them deeper, how far will they go to find their way back to themselves?

🗡️ BRIDGE FROM ASHES (complete)

BASICS Genre: Cyberpunk, neon-noir Audience: Adult Length: Approx 70k words Working title: Project Frequency Tags: #bridge from ashes and #project frequency More: Story summary

💻 To read online for free, please visit winterandwords.com

VIBE High-rise buildings and low-life scum. Everything hurts, but not enough to feel good. Yes, that’s a gun in my pocket and no, I’m not pleased to see you. If mind control is real, why do I still have to make decisions?

INTRO Too useful for prison and too dangerous for freedom, underworld assassin Rafael Turner is sentenced to serve in a secretive military agency. When a mission to infiltrate a criminal operation drags his past to the surface and someone he thought he’d lost forever unexpectedly returns, how much is Rafe willing to risk to settle old scores and have a chance at a future he’d given up hoping for?

🔫 NAME FROM NOWHERE (WIP)

BASICS Genre: Cyberpunk, neon-noir Audience: Adult Working title: Project Aria Tags: #name from nowhere and #project aria More: WIP summary

Name From Nowhere is the sequel to Bridge From Ashes.

VIBE Found crime family. Memory is a curse, but it’s also a weapon. What doesn’t kill you makes you deadly. No identity, still a crisis. Life may be more than survival, but survival is a good place to start. Because fuck you, that’s why.

INTRO Imprisoned for a crime or five that she definitely committed, Aria made it through her sentence remembering more than she was supposed to but not enough to make sense. An illicit trade syndicate gives her a fresh start and the acceptance she won’t admit she craves, but her blood family’s betrayal is seared into her mind and revenge is only ever an opportunity away.

📇 TAG INDEX

#the shit in my head | rants, rambles and writer life

#november breaks and #project storm | WIP excerpts, updates etc for November Breaks (working title Project Storm), the prequel to Spin Cylinder

#spin cylinder | WIP excerpts, updates etc for Spin Cylinder, the sequel to November Breaks

#bridge from ashes and #project frequency | WIP excerpts, updates etc for Bridge From Ashes (working title Project Frequency), set in the same world as Name From Nowhere

#name from nowhere and #project aria | WIP excerpts, updates etc for Name From Nowhere (working title Project Aria), set in the same world as Bridge From Ashes

#my writing | snippets and other wordstuff

#your writing | other people’s words

#writeblr tags | tag games and memes

#answered asks | replies to your questions and messages

#writeblr connect | boosting writeblrs for the community

#reblogs | what it says on the tin

#reblogs plus | reblogs with my additions

#tumblr meta | hellsite stuff'n'things

#calmwrimo | info, updates and reblogs for CalmWriMo, a chilled-out November writing and self-care experience

📸 IMAGE CREDITS

Profile picture My own

Header and background Original photo by Yaroslav Shuraev on Pexels, edited under license

November Breaks My own

Bridge From Ashes Original photo by Drew Dizzy Graham on Unsplash, edited under license

Spin Cylinder Original photo by Jeremy Bishop on Unsplash, edited under license

Name from Nowhere Original photo by Wilmer Martinez on Unsplash, edited under license

Find the word tag

My words are: reach, turn, held, crank, ordinary, dust, sanctuary, clouds

Reach (from The Glass Cage): Playa reached out. Her fingertips hit something smooth and slick.

I knew it. She thought. Just like the other enclosure, this one is encased in a clear glass.

Turn(ed) (from Snow on the Pines): All was as quiet as the Deep. The three slipped out through the South Gate unnoticed. Fen paused for a moment and turned to look back at Fernstan for what may be the last time.

Held (from Wings of Twilight): “This is it!” Fen declared. “Playa is being held somewhere in here.”

Crank (from Snow on the Pines): Two placed their hands upon the crank and turned. The gears of the windlass rotated, and up rose the anchor from the water.

Ordinary (from Snow on the Pines): “To be honest, I don’t have any idea how I’ve managed .” Fen told her [Cya]. “What is ordinary for those on the ground can seem awfully foreign to those who live above it. Sometimes I don’t know where I fit in, having lived a life I wasn’t meant to live.”

Sanctuary (from Snow on the Pines): “You will be denied entry to the five villages and the outposts for the duration of one year. For that time, you will be outside of the protection that the law provides. Only in the Sanctuary of Exiles will you find refuge.”

Dust (from Wings of Twilight): Unlike the other parts of the facility, which were meticulously cleaned, these corridors were heavily covered with dust and debris, as if no one had been in them for a very long time.

Clouds (from The Glass Cage): It was like a sea of clouds or fog. Everything shifted and flowed, changing from smooth white to story grey, then back in no time at all.

Your words are: storm, danger, gamble,rumor

WIP Wednesday

Thanks for the tag @pippinoftheshire

Here’s a watercolor piece I’m working on right now featuring Fen and Playa (I may use this as cover art for Snow on the Pines if it looks good):

Tag: 9 Lines 9 People VII

I was tagged by @winterandwords! Thank you!

Have something from a very old concept I'm playing around with again, currently called GAPS WIP:

“Are any of your sisters engaged?” Elia asked. She knew they weren’t, at least not officially, but there had been engagement rumours about all three of his sisters at various points over the past several years. “No, though not due to a lack of trying on the part of my parents and various officials,” Hugh replied. She looked at him curiously.  “Cath is too focused on her studies to meet suitors, Mags refuses to come home from her travels if there’s a suitor waiting to meet her, and Beth…” He trailed off with a smile. “Beth is just too stubborn.” Too stubborn? What did that mean? “At first they tried to introduce her to men, and she wasn’t interested. She actually challenged one to combat and beat him so badly that he rescinded his offer out of shame before she had a chance to turn him down. And then they gave up on men and started introducing her to appropriate women, and that’s when she decided she would only marry for love,” he said.

Elia is speaking to her fiance one-on-one for the first time ever. His family is not like hers at all. Also she hates meeting new people. It's... not a good time, though Hugh is trying to be charming enough for both of them.

I tag @keen2meecha, @corishadowfang, @space-writes, and anyone else who wants to play! As always, no pressure!

Last Line Tag

I was tagged in this awhile ago. I'm never gonna stop slacking, my bad. Thanks for the tag @winterandwords!

I tag: @revenantlore @aether-wasteland-s @the-void-writes @vacantgodling @aalinaaaaaa (only if y'all want of course)

Julie flung slime onto the ground. A short wave of annoyance hitting when spindly strands only wrapped around her instead. Annoyance growing at a downright evil smell hitting her face.

"Why the fuck do you both smell like you went dumpster diving in fish guts on a hot summer day?"

She turned her head and saw the bleeding and highly unamused bear morpher holding Elliot in her arms. Clothed more in blood than whatever torn fabric resided.

"Skunk morpher," Saz stated monotone, resting Elliot in front of the other morpher before walking off.

"Dead skunk morpher." Elliot added, burying his face in his hands.

Six Song OST Game!

Again! Tagged by @mysticstarlightduck here, thanks!

Rules: Make a soundtrack for your WIP/OC following the prompts

Blank prompts:

Event that defines your character's past: How your character sees themselves: How others view them: Their closest relationship: A major fight scene: End Credit Scene:

A quick spin of the OC wheel this time gives us:

Lily!!

A 200-ish year old teenager that...gets into a loooooot of trouble. A lot of the time. Well. She gets into trouble because trouble finds her most of the time.

Event that defines your character's past: Penny's Song - Felicia Day How your character sees themselves: Merry Happy - Kate Nash How others view them: Bad Reputation - Joan Jett and the Blackhearts Their closest relationship: Interlude - Yuki Kajiura A major fight scene: Sabotage - Beastie Boys End Credit Scene: Do That Thang - Lady Sway

Tagging no pressure!

@flowerprosegarden @leahnardo-da-veggie @thegoddesswater @rhikasa and OPEN TAG!

Run In With A Deranged Skunk

I needed this written down somewhere. Lol take the roughest smashing together of words my sleepy brain could conjure. Let's get into some Fucked at Five fuckery.

Tag list: @outpost51 @nanashi23 @winterandwords @jezifster2 @aether-wasteland-s @dumbthunder @manathen @the-void-writes @livums @vacantgodling (Let me know if you want to be added or removed from the taglist!) 

The bear morpher had regretted leaving their shoes behind on the transport for this mission as soon as a whiff of something foul crawled up her nose. It wasn't the deep smell of rot. Or human gore, for once. She couldn't quite figure it out.

Elliot was oddly still. Stiff as a board as his breathing strained. Like breathing through a plush towel. Almost sounding like the air around him was thinner than her own. He had to fight just to crane his neck in Saz's direction, his greenish eyes pinpricked.

"Look," The word came out as a wheeze.

Saz squinted. Catching a glimmer of metal among the foliage. A cage? Restraints? Her eyes caught the outline of a hunched over figure. A rabid morpher.

They both heard the audible clink of a latch.

And the bear morpher cursed grabbing the dear morpher with a swiftness she was sure had only come from years of wrestling. Adrenaline bumping against her, making her hands tremble. She slung the man onto her back, before pushing off.

Push! Push! Push!

She heard a low growl from somewhere behind them, maybe more like beside? It was hard to tell over the sound of her own feet. And Elliot's choked breaths. A couple locs slipping free from their hold, drumming against her skin. The deer morpher dead weight on her back.

Push! Push!

Her claws gouged at the dirt beneath her feet. Bottom of her feet bleeding from the stray sharp rock catching her. She could smell the odor more strongly. Making the air thick. Making her head pound. Burning her nose. More than the burn in her legs. She couldn't fight a rabid morpher by herself and while holding a terrified, damn there shell shocked Elliot on her back.

Ignoring the brief whisper in the back of her mind to drop him, with ease. And knowing if she had fully morphed the pain would slow her down. Her teeth dug into her bottom lip, the initial sting of pain keeping her moving. Short growls rumbling in her chest as her blood trickled into her scruff. Her fur growing thicker, feeling like needle pinpricks as she felt her initial rush of adrenaline begin to trickle off.

Push!

Saz nearly stumbled, grunting. A brief tweak of pain in her ankle.

The bear morpher could've cried when they caught sight of the transport. She flopped back onto the track bed, Elliot releasing her without any effort. The forceful contact making him grunt.

Saz trembled, exerted to the point of nausea. The bear morpher swallowed and grinned. Damn there feral as the sweat poured down her face.

"Get it together. Regroup." She took a deep inhale, assaulted with the smell.

She pushed Elliot further back in the truck bed. Digging her claws into her thighs. Tearing through the remnants of her sweats. And the meat of her thigh. The warmth of her own blood travelling down her legs. Blood staining what remained of the fabric and her fur as she fully morphed. Roaring out in pain and as a warning.

The rabid morpher flashed gnarled claws, tail swishing stiffly. Drool bubbled at their maw. Dingy white stripes apparent on their matted fur.

Saz craned her neck and panted. Standing tall she bared her teeth.

Fight!

Remains of a Night | Aberration of Sunlight: Beta stage!

Hello to everyone! I'm super happy and excited to announce that another one of my wips has reached beta stage. It's a series of two books: with Remains of a Night being the first, and Aberration of Sunlight wrapping up the story. Like before, if anyone would like to give a wee fellow writer a hand, I'd beam in gratitude☺ If not -- if you could at least boost this post, that'd be delightfully kindly of you. ❤

Sign-up period: till April 10

Genre: sci-fi horror, taking place on either an icy planet, or in the dead of cosmic space, as we're on the runnnn

i love angry characters 

i love characters who are open and vocal about their anger– whether it is directed at a toxic system, person, or at an event or circumstance unique to them 

i love angry characters because i am sick of anger being seen as something that is uncouth and something that should be restrained, kept quiet, never acted upon 

i love angry characters because i am angry, and anger isn’t always rational, but it is real and deserves to be acknowledged –people and characters should have the right to be loud and angry and for it to not constantly be shown in a negative light 

sunday snippet

A bit from the chapter I just polished off; I didn't have to make a ton of changes on this but made some little tweaks that I'm pretty sure slap. :) Enjoy poor Simon going through it.

The Insuppressible Electra Ray // Simon POV

Time forked - he saw all the way down the not-guilty road in a flash. He heard her voice dripping with smugness, saw himself getting dragged through a trial. Felt the weight of the coming weeks, months, years. He saw himself getting up there and being forced to lay his soul bare in front of hundreds of hungry eyes.  It felt as real as anything, and then her actual voice reached his ears.  “Not guilty,” she said.  Not his imagination. The shocked gasps and the gauche, intrusive popping of cameras; Virginia next to him, making a pained whimper, grabbing his hand. His heart stopped.  But what if she really hadn’t-?  “No, no. Wait.” Electra’s voice cut through the clamor. “Oh, geez. I’m sorry, I meant the other one.”  Virginia squeezed his hand. Riley sat stone-still as ever, her gaze fixed on Electra. The judge banged his gavel and called for silence, for Electra to take the proceedings seriously, and to restate her plea for the record while she looked around the room, feigning alarm through thinly veiled delight.  “Guilty, I swear,” she declared, her voice as loud and clear as it’d ever been. “You have to forgive me, your honor, it’s been a tiring couple days. But I totally did it, hundred percent, guilty of murder in the first degree.”  She articulated the last couple words with pride, a confident student center-stage at a spelling bee. Then she saw him, and locked her eyes on his.  He held her gaze, but it wasn't easy. It only lasted a second before she turned back around in her seat to face the judge again, but not before blowing him a little kiss - just a tiny puckering of her lips and a breath behind it to send it through the air.  The air caught fire and his throat clenched shut and what he wanted to was to run from the room and find a place where no one was watching and no could hear him and just scream. At the same time, an unfamiliar voice told him not to give her the satisfaction. It was a new voice, just born, and it hated her. His skin prickled.  “You realize,” the judge grumbled, “that by pleading guilty, you give up your right to trial by a jury of your peers?”  “Yep.”  “You also know that you forfeit your right to cross-examine your accusers?”  “Yes, I do,” she said wistfully, as if that, of all things, was what she regretted the most. He half-expected her to turn around again. If she had, he might have snapped.  She didn’t. It just went on like that, the judge asking her if she understood this and that. The press continued snapping photos behind them, shifting in their seats to get a good angle between everyone’s heads, but Electra - Electra had clearly grown bored. She cocked her head and answered the questions put to her in a monotone after that, and Simon came back down to the room, to the emptiness of it all.  So vacant: Virginia and Riley next to him, Electra up in front, the judge, the guards, the reporters, everything. A movie with a predictable ending on a flat screen, and he was the only idiot in the audience that didn’t see it coming. Who had expected more for some reason and could only sit there slack-jawed as the credits rolled.  Even when they walked her out, she didn’t look his way again. 

HAHA

Oh my god I was just looking at a scene that didn't make the final cut and absolutely cracked up, having no memory of whatsoever of writing this line:

Electra paused a moment and almost looked pained; Riley realized she was probably thinking.

I have to find a new place to put that; making this post so I don't forget. This is tiny glinting nugget of pure gold.

Mistletoe Kiss!

I know, I know. It's not christmas, nor a holiday time that has anything to do with mistletoe but like...I'm going through my tags and this was here. So ha.

Was tagged by @tryingtimi for the tag game here, (and also if you follow the link you get to read one of her spotify-wrapped pieces), thanks!

I spun the OC wheel for this and it landed on Alyssa, so have a nice moment of sisterly affection between the wolf-shifter sisters that I wrote for this.

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Alyssa gave a small whine as she stared up at the tree. Earth winter had come, and with it came the loss of the colorful trees. The bare branches twisted towards the sky, like the trees were forming hands that begged the skies for sustenance. For warmth. For something other than the cold grey sky.

She trotted onward, through the snow that reminded her of home, stopping when she spotted a bit of green still in the branches nearby. She increased her pace until she was directly under it, looking up and tilting her head. A bit of green was indeed still in the tree, but it looked…different.

The snow crunching nearby told her of someone catching up to her, Alyssa waiting until her companion grew closer until she spoke.

"What is this?" she asked. "The colors are gone, yet this one remains."

"Humans call it Mistletoe," her sister answered, looking up at it as well. "They have many legends around it. Mostly they use it as an excuse to kiss each other."

Alyssa's ears went up as she turned to look at her sister. They would be mirrors of each other, if Kashi were not taller at the shoulder and broader of frame.

"Kiss?"

"A human show of affection," Kashi answered, snow crunching as she began to walk on. "They smash faces together and sometimes use tongues."

"So it is like licking?" Alyssa asked, bounding after her.

"Not quite so."

"I wish I could have a human show me," she said, looking back up at the plant. Mistletoe.

"Our ways are not their ways," Kashi answered, turning and flicking her tail. Alyssa ignored her sister's impatience, only acknowledging it with a huff as she continued to stare. Snow began to fall in light patches around them, the sky finally breaking.

"They could be," Alyssa muttered.

"But not yet," Kashi answered, walking up to her. She nuzzled her sister for a moment, pressing the tip of her nose against Alyssa's cheek. She gave a gentle nip followed by a little lick. "And not for some time. But there. That is similar to a human kiss on the cheek. Will you leave it, now? Or must I worry about finding you tackling a poor human and attempting to figure out what a kiss is the hard way?"

Alyssa grinned and gave a bark, ducking down into a playful manner before leaping to bite Kashi on the face, her sister ducking away with a growl and taking off. Alyssa took off after her, tongue out to the side as she ran.

That was her sister, after all. Gruff and mean and angry…unless it was her. She would happily hold that little 'kiss' on her cheek in her mind for the time being.

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Tagging, no pressure! Follow the madness and write mistletoe-OC-kisses at the start of spring because time is an illusion and has no power over us!!!!

@flowerprosegarden @leahnardo-da-veggie @thegoddesswater @rhikasa and OPEN TAG!

Ten Opening Lines Tag

Thanks to @ark-inkweaving for the tag!

Rules: list the first line of the last ten (10) stories you published. Look to see any patterns you noticed yourself, and see if anyone else notices any.

These lines are all coming from my ten previous Flash Fiction Friday pieces, starting with the most recent one! :D

The Chalice stood upon the table. Glistening.
Another day, another boat, the same shoreline.
“Why haven’t you done it yet?”
Meals were but a dance of droppings and thievery.
Blessed not the lake that stagnates.
Ufaull’s musician plucked strings for the sacrifice.
Poison had a taste to it.
“Shari, why does Dad leave us every Solstice?”
“Who’s to say for another round?”
Nepheret had blood to pay.

Seeing as all these came from flash fiction, words were at a premium for such pieces, hence why they're all so short. A lot of them are either thesis statements for the core theme or concept of the piece, a line to set the start of the scene or they're a link with another part of that particular plotline. Some of these start with dialogue, and more broadly a lot of them invoke some sort of sensory detail (sound and visuals are the most predominant).

Notably, the opener for Deadly Proposition was a subtle reference to what would've happened had Nepheret succeeded in his goal, as well as it implying alcohol.

Meanwhile, the line for Don't Lose Feathers Over It is a parallel to the opening line for Fading Swansong. The only difference is in who is plucking the strings! xD

✍🏼 Nine lines, nine people

Thanks to @space-writes for the tag!

📝 Share nine lines from your story and tag nine people (or some other number of people if you feel weird about tagging nine people all at once like I do)

These are from Name From Nowhere...

Unit seven’s a lab like all the others, a white and glass torture chamber, lit too bright and filled with machines. There’s a headset waiting for me, for another transmission. Transmission. Reintegration. Assimilation. All just fancy words for more fucked up shit that none of us remember right. Us. I’m on my own for this part of the process, but there’s still an us. And maybe there’s always going to be, even if we never see each other again.

Tagging @pertinax--loculos, @rhikasa, @romances-not-tragedies, and @sarandipitywrites if you'd like to do it, with an open tag for anyone else who wants to join in 🩷

Reblogs, replies etc on my tag posts are always welcome, but if you're doing this tag yourself, please make your own post instead of using mine to start a reblog chain.

nine lines nine people

tagged by @oh-no-another-idea, thank you! nine from A Question of Trust today, since i’m about to shove my hands back into the guts of this thing and fix it so help me god-

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It wasn’t ideal—the beds weren’t the same height, and the heat remained regardless, despite the open window, but it would do for one night. Rizeth lay there in the gathering dark as Ashenivir drifted into reverie, listening to his slow, steady breath. Lucky. That was what he kept thinking; how incredibly lucky had he gotten, for this to be his life now? He settled a hand on Ashenivir’s hip, and his heart clenched as Ashenivir shifted unconsciously towards the touch, mumbling some wordless nonsense that nevertheless held a world of affection. Rizeth wanted to tighten his grip. To dig his hands in tight so Ashenivir wouldn’t be able to leave. He’d ruined one relationship, and the idea of ruining another—ruining Ashenivir—terrified him beyond reason. Things right now were good, impossibly so; the kind of good he’d never dreamed he’d be allowed anywhere near ever again

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✍🏼 5 things you'll find in...Name From Nowhere

Thanks to @alintalzin for the tag!

Deep platonic connections

Awesome weapons

So much trauma

But also ✨revenge✨

And as much caffeine as you would expect to see in my writing

Tagging @kaylinalexanderbooks, @mysticstarlightduck, @oh-no-another-idea and @paintedbutton if you'd like to do it, with an open tag for anyone else who wants to join in 🩷

Reblogs, replies etc on my tag posts are always welcome, but if you're doing this tag yourself, please make your own post instead of using mine to start a reblog chain.

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