Avatar

Family don't end in blood!

@kazsrm67 / kazsrm67.tumblr.com

Dean girl (with a slight Sam kink)| Est. 1984| 18+ only| If your page is blank or contains no age or age range you will be blocked!

Mature content

Masterlist

Here you will find all the crazy things that have come out of my mind. Please make sure you are 18+ before continuing to read my work. Minors DNI. If you interact and you have a blank blog, under 18 age/range, etc. . . I will block you so please play nice!
Mature content

The author has indicated this post may contain content not suitable for all audiences.

Avatar
Reblogged

This list was created consulting Year in Reviews, Fanlore articles, user feedback, vintage pinterest posts, and my own knowledge. Don't worry about not seeing the shows in their entirety, vote based on your judgement. Enjoy!

Avatar
Reblogged

Rivers & Roads Away

A Tracker Story

Russell Shaw x Reader

2,345 Words

Warnings: NSFW, Romance and Leaving

For @jacklesversebingo 2024 “By the way, I’m not wearing any underwear”

If you haven't seen the show, this is still good. Just imagine a sexy drifter... lol

At first, he was joking. It was just something people said when things were becoming too intense, when chemicals were mixing and alcohol was flowing. When nerves were high and passion more so. But, after a few hours, she knew he was right: he would, in fact, be the death of her. Or at the very least, he’d haunt her dreams for the rest of her life.

She knew absolutely nothing about him beyond his name and the striking beauty of his green eyes. She didn’t know where he was from or where he was going; didn’t ask about his family, what he did for money, or whether there was a Mrs. Shaw. She assumed there wasn’t, as he didn’t seem the type to be bothered with anything so traditional as wedding vows or staying in one place for too long.

Knowing so little about the man in her bed wasn't unusual for her. She’d had plenty of casual affairs that were little more than drunken tangos and awkward goodbyes. But this was different. This wasn’t just a roll in the hay and a number jotted down on a bar napkin. He was different. She felt different with him.

This was absolutely delicious

Castmates -CH 8

Summary: Cora is very affectionate with Jared and it makes Jensen upset but when he figures out why the whole thing surprises him. Follow their journey of discovery and love as they navigate the new family Jensen, Danneel, and Cora create. 

Characters: Jensen Ackles, Danneel Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Gen Padalecki, Richard Speight Jr, Cora (OFC), Jade (OFC)

Warnings: This is an RPF fic (the children's names have been changed as follows JJ = Talia Jane/ TJ, Arrow = Scarlett, Zeppelin = Riley, Odette = Olive), angst, loss, discussion of plane crash and death, poly relationship, mentions of cheating, accusations of cheating, misunderstandings. Sex including: oral, p in v, (m/f/f). Janeel x Cora... additional warnings for each chapter will be noted. Mulitple POVs (will be designated clearly)

Chapter Warnings: flashback to when Cora is injured at work which leads to revelations about her current health status, misunderstandings and miscommunications. Cora's ex-husband's lies begin to be exposed  

Word Count: 2,063

Cover and Dividers created by me in Canva. Cover photos came from Instagram and Canva

THEN…

Nine weeks after the three of us had landed in the same bed I was on set ready for the day. 

“Hey,” Jared greeted as he slid into the Impala – the shot required a full car of people so all six seats were going to be occupied, which stuck me between the boys.

I had felt a little off all morning but I was fine until I caught a whiff of the mixture of Jared’s cologne and sweat – I’ve never bolted from the car so fast! 

Avatar
Reblogged

Siren song (Sam Winchester x female reader x Dean Winchester)

Sam, Dean and you are working a case - a siren is posing as "the perfect woman" to get men to commit terrible acts. But tensions between the brothers are already running high, and their unspoken feelings for you aren't helping...

Canon-divergent version of s04e14, "Sex and Violence".

Teen. 7.1k words. Pining. Under the (magic) influence. Sam and Dean fighting. Episode AU.

You walk back into the motel room, one of those carton trays with three cups of coffee in it - black, no sugar for Dean, a little bit of creamer for you, a shot of vanilla syrup for Sam - and despite the fact that Dean is only just waking up and it’s before nine in the morning, tension is already thick between the brothers.

I LOVE this take on the siren!

Please Help

My mother passed away unexpectedly on March 20th. She didn't have insurance, and I'm the only one left to pay for her cremation. Unfortunately, I'm no longer able to work and live on a smaller income. Any help to get her cremated would be so greatly appreciated.

Avatar
Reblogged

Playlist on Shuffle

Tagged by @xoperidottea a few weeks ago.

(I have been listening to the Spotless playlist almost exclusively for 19 months.)

  1. Carry Me by The Secret Sisters
  2. Love is Love by Grace Potter
  3. Times Like These (Acoustic) by Foo Fighters
  4. Jump on into the Fire by Radio Company
  5. See You Through My Eyes by The Head and The Heart
  6. Let Me Be Right (piano and vocal version) by Joshua Radin
  7. Back to Black by Amy Winehouse
  8. Mother Road by Grace Potter
  9. One More Time by blink-182
  10. Beyond by Leon Bridges

No pressure tags if anyone wants to share the first ten songs that come up for them!

Thanks for the tag @stusbunker

I have a playlist called Winchesters - songs from the show or that remind me of Dean or SPN so I shall shuffle that and see what happens BRB...

  1. Drowning - Radio Company
  2. Hot Blooded - Foreigner
  3. Night Moves - Bob Seger
  4. Highway to Hell - ACDC
  5. Hold on Loosely - 38 Special
  6. Eye of the Tiger - Survivor
  7. Shake it off - Taylor Swift
  8. Brothers - NEEDTOBREATHE
  9. 67 Winchester - Renya Roberts
  10. Carry on Wayward Son - Kansas

and anyone else who wants to play along

Avatar
Reblogged

Coming back at you! <3

Fic author's self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass this on to at least five other authors. Let’s spread self-love!

Avatar

So this is long overdue, but I'm all about sharing the love!

Self Rec Favorites:

Author Rec:

Of course you, my lovely, Yvette! @justagirlinafandomworld

All of these authors have inspired me in some form and I will be forever grateful for them.

Ack! There are so many more. I have an A to Z blog rec list. Go find some new favorite blogs or show some love to those you already follow.

Avatar

Thank you for the tag, Kymothée! xoxoxxx

I've been doing a lot of little master list shuffles lately, reminding me of some things I wrote a long time ago that I love. It's hard to pick favorites! So I'm just going to list the first five fics that come to my mind.

  1. 28 Days - AU Dean Winchester x several AU SPN characters

Summary: Dean Winchester is an addict and an alcoholic, a USMC veteran, a father, and an older brother. As Battalion Chief with Lawrence Fire & Medical, Dean comes under investigation when he makes a dangerous and impulsive decision, defying his superiors and abandoning the team he is supposed to lead. He is given the choice to go to rehab for 28 days, or jail. His lawyer insists on rehab, and Dean begrudgingly abides.

Warnings/tags: 18+ ONLY, emergency action, fire, drug use, thoughts of death and dying, teen endangerment, references to underage drug addiction and prostitution, partially told through flashbacks 

Words: 33k

2. A.K.A. - William Butcher x you

Summary: William, Monsieur Charcutier, Butcher, Billy, asshole.

Tags/warnings: 18+ ONLY, use of the word cunt – obviously, me tryna to write a cockney accent, rough sex, girl bonding, rough blowjob

Words: 1,800

3. Cactus - Dean Winchester x Meg Masters x Castiel

Summary: Post-battle, exhausted and wanting, Dean and Meg and Cas take care of each other.

Warnings/Tags: 18+ ONLY, dreamlike sex, a little choking, Dean’s always hungry

Words: 3,200

4. The Lost Art Of... - any one of Jensen's characters x female reader

Summary: He can make the roughest things soft.

Warnings/tags: 18+ ONLY, bondage, blindfold, power exchange

Words: 800

Author’s notes: this is the result of Jensen Ackles showing up at a convention with luxurious locks, a perfectly groomed beard, and a little extra bulk.

5. We Be All Night - Norman Reedus x female reader/you

Summary: The best sex, the most sex, the hottest sex, the raunchiest sex – the sex you’ll never forget, is with him.

Warnings/tags: 18+ ONLY, rough sex, semi-Public Sex, the jockey is my favorite sexual position, references to bloodplay, biting, sex that makes your neighbors hate you, fuck-you-into-the-floor sex, drunk in love, talking smack with your sex partner, squirting

Words: 2,060

Thanks for the tag @thoughtslikeaminefield

I can't pick favorites they are all my babies! ... ok ok ... here goes nothin'

Supernatural Chipmunks -Lyla (OFC) wakes up in her home, the bunker, to rodents, but they aren’t just any rodents, she knows them.

Warnings: uh this is a one-shot crack fic based on a txt I got from a friend so unless you're scared of chipmunks you're good.

Word count: 2732

S is for Soldier - This fic is inspired by MOC Dean/ Deanmon and the song Soldier by the Backstreet Boys. It follows the reader through some major struggles her and the boys face.

Warnings: this fic takes place around season 9-10, as you might expect it's ANGSTY, mentions of death, Metatron (yes that's a warning).

Word count 1.2K

Sam I'm Scared of Love - Summary: You’re a hunter who lives with the Winchesters in the bunker, you have feelings for Sam but you’re scared to death to try another relationship.

Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, reader

Warnings: Angst, show level violence, injured characters, fluff

A/N: This is my first Sam/song fic. it’s damn angsty but sweet.

Word Count: 1.6 K

Male. Late 20s. No ID - Summary: You're a writer, but in your free time you volunteer at the local hospital and that's how you met him. A very beautiful man found alone and dying in an abandoned warehouse. You're asked to sit with him and see if your presence causes him to wake or at least respond you do, but that choice may change you in ways you could never have imagined. 

Warnings - show level violence, injuries, hospital stay, death, angst, fluff, and smut.

Word Count 38.7K

Ferine - Summary: The Winchesters are on a witch hunt when they stumble upon a coven that is much worse than they imagined. They rescue you, an Omega the witches have held captive and experimented on for years. The brothers are in for a wild ride as they learn about your situation and try to help you break free from the effects of the experiments.

Warnings: this fic takes place in the Omegaverse. A/B/O dynamics, medical experiments, mentions of tortured character, angst, slow burn, eventual smut, and some fluff. Each chapter will have it's own warnings as needed. I tried to weave some humor into the fic as well

Word Count: not sure but it is 14 chapters long

Ok that's the 5 fics I picked... if you read them please reblog!

Welp, I think tumblr ate my earlier ask so happy Friday! You've survived the week! For your random question, because a lot of our fellas have had...displaced lives, what do you think the boys' ideal homes would be? Big, small, grand, cozy, city, country? 🤔

Avatar

Oh yeah I didn't get an ask before now, but Happy Friday my beautiful friend! Yes thank God we survived lmao. You already know work has been doing my head in. 🙃

Ooooh what an interesting question! I'm thinking by "boys" you mean our favorite Jackles characters...

HEADCANON: What Dean Winchester, Beau Arlen, Soldier Boy (Ben), and Russell Shaw's ideal homes would be.

Dean Winchester

Dean's not one for big cities. Too many people, too much for him, honestly.

So if he ever left the bunker, say with you by his side, I think he'd be happy with a cozy cabin somewhere. It would have to be big enough for Miracle - Dean could do little hikes with him in the woods. Oh, and one or two extra rooms. Just in case you really want to take advantage of breaking away from hunting, and in his words:

"Maybe...you know...start on Phase 2 of this whole retirement gig. Start a family."

Love it!

Avatar
Reblogged

*image of Jensen Ackles is used with permission of the photographer Mandi Lea Photography.

Summary for this chapter: That ad wasn't wrong after all; she just needed to stick with the right neighbors.

Characters in this chapter: AU Soldier Boy x OFC Brandy Miller, Maggie Shaw, Annie January, Hughie Campbell, William Butcher, Marvin Milk

Rating/warnings/tags for this chapter: 18+ ONLY, narcissism, misogynist language, emotional manipulation, mentions of abuse of power dynamics

Words in this chapter: 3,800

Author’s notes: This fills my #In Vino Veritas square for @jacklesversebingo

Final Chapter here! Thank you all for sticking with me on this perilous journey. 😅 If you’ve read my stuff before, you know I generally steer clear of spoiler-y tags. That said, I feel obligated to tell you that Soldier Boy (in this AU fic and canonically speaking) is a malignant narcissist, and I will never be able to write him into a love story. As someone who has endured an experience like this AU, I don’t find any of his traits endearing or redeemable.

If you’ve come this far and are unsatisfied with this spoiler as an ending, I hope you at least appreciated the ride.

@talltalesandbedtimestories, thank you for your kindness, patience, and sharing. @bigmouthlass, thank you for being you and being honest. @deanwinchesterswitch, thanks for the laughs and support. xox

@stunudo, you’re my rock. You get me. I love you.

Yo, @brrose-apothecary, I did it!

Spotify Playlist - key songs for this chapter: “Where Did You Sleep Last Night?” by Nirvana, “Low” by Cracker, “The Trick Is To Keep Breathing” by Garbage, “Get Gone” by Fiona Apple, “Glycerine” by Bush

CHAPTER SIX: In Vino Veritas

“Redbreast is best,” Maggie says, cracking the seal of the Fifth Edition Dream Cask. “Let’s take it easy, though; this bottle wasn’t cheap. Plus, 56.9 ABV, so...”

She hands me a crystal tumbler with three fingers of figgy liquid leather.

“In wine, there is truth,” she says, holding her own glass aloft to toast a second time this evening. “In whiskey, there’s wisdom.”

We clink glasses before swirling and sniffing and taking our first sips. 

“Well,” I breathe. “If this doesn’t fix me, nothing will.”

Maggie clicks her tongue. “You’re gonna fix yourself, a chara. This’ll just limber you up.”

I look into my glass at the dark caramel liquid. “I should warn you that I’m super hungover and feeling about two feet tall, but you were right.”

“I usually am.”

Good for her! I was so happy to see where you went with this in the end. 👏👏👏

Avatar
Reblogged

IF I STAY - Part 2

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Plus-Sized!Reader

Summary: Your dream is to work with kids as an elementary school teacher. Dean is well on his way to becoming a firefighter, keeping things light and “strings unattached” as he goes. After a one-night stand you never saw coming, you and Dean are forced to deal with the consequences…and figure out if the connection between you is worth fighting for.

AN: Deep breaths Are you ready for a rollercoaster of emotions? 😘❤️

Word Count: 13.1K

Tags/Warnings: Angst, pregnancy feels, hurt/comfort, fluff, time jumps and flashbacks, sexual tension, mutual pining, spice~, and an ending…

❤️‍🔥 If I Stay Masterlist

Part 2: Its Now or Never

At the doctor’s office, Dean goes in with you for the first trimester ultrasound. There you learn that you’re going to have a boy. Tears well up in your eyes and slip down your cheeks.

Dean wears a look of amazement as he sits on the edge of your bed. He takes up your hand and squeezes gently. He tries to be a strong support, even though he also tries to hide the fear that begins to churn in his gut.

For one of the first times in his life since Sam was born, he feels the weight of responsibility pressing down on him. In a good way. In a fucking scary way.

Ooh I love the ending. I really was trying to be happy for her and Benny but it just didn't feel right! 😍

Castmates - CH 7

Summary: Cora is very affectionate with Jared and it makes Jensen upset but when he figures out why the whole thing surprises him. Follow their journey of discovery and love as they navigate the new family Jensen, Danneel, and Cora create. 

Characters: Jensen Ackles, Danneel Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Gen Padalecki, Richard Speight Jr, Cora (OFC), Jade (OFC)

Warnings: This is an RPF fic (the children's names have been changed as follows JJ = Talia Jane/ TJ, Arrow = Scarlett, Zeppelin = Riley, Odette = Olive), angst, loss, discussion of plane crash and death, poly relationship, mentions of cheating, accusations of cheating, misunderstandings. Sex including: oral, p in v, (m/f/f). Janeel x Cora... additional warnings for each chapter will be noted. Mulitple POVs (will be designated clearly)

Chapter Warnings: flashback to Cora's time at the Radio Company concert, and the night after ... here be the smut - m/f/f - p in v, unprotected sex, oral (f rec)

Chapter word count: 1,543

Cover and Dividers created by me in Canva. Cover photos came from Instagram and Canva

THEN …

I was so excited for the concert and we were having a blast till about halfway through when they started playing Drowning and I suddenly couldn’t breathe. I’ve wanted to see them perform that song since I first heard it, but the overwhelming feelings it elicited in me were more than I could handle. 

Thankfully Jared noticed and came over to give me a hug – I hadn’t caught it but he’d motioned for Danneel to come over.

“What’s wrong?!” she asked in a panic.

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.