>> it's been a while.... <<

I'm now 19 years, 2 months, 4 days old..



I got a new nephew on the 12th august 2005 by the name of Ahmad Biruni (my cous bro's first son)



My baby sister's turning one this 26th sept..she can walk and make a lot of noise..she has her own walker now..(and it always take sumtime before she'll come to me when we meet up coz she dun recog me..huhu..peril of being a student studying so far away from family)



My brother turned 17 yesterday..i was overwhelmed (no idea why)..i was sending him a message wishing him on his bday..



"UR 17!!
I wish u a very happy 17th bday..may Allah bless u more and more everyday.All the best for ur SPM and smoga mjadi hafiz yang soleh and musleh.."


When I sent that message I was feelin so much emotions..i was kinda terharu..proud and all..(definitely not PMS) oh well..



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I have lived more or less 3 months of life as a 'mahasiswi'..i'm holding on to my passion..its one of the only thing that keeps me going..
I'm already feeling quite attached to my university..although I'm always whining about wanting to go back home in jb or to my aunts place in ampang..i'd always end up missing uia..haha..lets laugh out loud here..



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Sue came back to mesia for a two weeks hol and already left..
raudah came home for 3 months from alex and already left also..
i miss them both..



this summer, my relationship with raudhah grew stronger and it was so much fun..it was like a reunion of our sisterhood..it was always me rau duha and su..it was fun..and I miss them loads…now duha je tinggal..and I'm fine coz we get to see each other occasionally eventho we're both bz with school and stuff..



Raudhah wont be coming back til the next summer..sue's planning to come back for eid..and I definitely cant wait for that..



iman's also flying all the way from nZealand for eid til feb..I'm definitely hanging out in kl when I've had enuff of eid in jb..syukr's not going back to Sarawak so she'll be spending eid in jb..g0wd!! so many plans..and yet, I'll have to go thru the finals first before the ever long awaited one months and five days holiday..



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Eventhough at times I'd get confused with life..sumtimes feeling doubtful, all emotional, wanting to give up with whatever I'm doing..up til today, I am grateful to God for all the people I have in my life..the place where I am now, what I have and what I had and what I will have…I am grateful for it all..i'm glad that I believe strongly that behind all that has and will happen, there's great wisdoms behind it all..i believe that all has to do with God's plan.. and that it all comes down to how much faith u have in God..



I am thankful that I still get to live to see the day..
get to breath the air (tho polluted)
I am thankful that I get to eat..
that I live in a peaceful country (without war that is)
That I have beautiful people in my life,
that I have the rezki to buy what I need
(heck! i do need the HOT pair of cardin's boot and the polo court shoes!!)



I'm happy with what Allah gave me and I pray that I will not be among those who are not grateful with what Allah has given them..



Most of all..i am thankful for the ni'mah of islam..



"Ya muqallib al-qulub thabbit quluubi 'ala diinik wa tho'atik"