Listening to Keane’s A Bad Dream; played repetitively for almost an hour already btw.
Nope. I am not wallowing in self pity or mourning over anything; like how it hit me that I will never get to meet Sami Yusuf and have a chat with him over mugs of coffee, when we’d be chatting about almost anything, from how reading law is actually detrimental to one’s health; to how he should get his hair done the next time he decides to visit his hairstylist. point is, do not be deceived by the title of the song that I’ve been listening to like a zombie and be smart relating it to my mood. Ever heard of it? Keane’s new album. As good as always. (lol. They’ve only got two. Of the two then) I’ve been listening to it only and only because I’ve just had my reunion with Seth and Summer after so long. (in ordinary english it meant, I’ve just finished watching numerous episodes of the OC) well, the song was played at the beginning of season 4’s 1st episode, the scene where Ryan’s full of vengeance and angst; and every other angry and furious emotions.
*pause*
owhmygawd! i don’t have to explain everything now do i?! Why oh why do I have so much in my mind? Omg *again* Widaad’s right. I think Seth has grown on me. Too much now. So, will I quit? Naaah.. ;)
ehniwaaayhs.. *stretching*
its been decades..no; centuries, since i last made a blog-public appearance eyh? well..one more sem's over and done with...i'm way past 20, moving on to my 21st year, tho in more than half a year time; another ramadhan and eid has passed (alhamdulillah, i thank Allah for giving me the chance to meet and greet both those Holy months)..
so yeah, basically, point is that; yeah i know my blog's been seemingly dead. as dead as the owner, if u ask me ;)
i don't really know what happened. my silence that is. its not really the workloads, lectures, campus life, finals season..well, actually, yeah, it is all that. oh gawd, its very obvious that you've got one confused messed up lady here. ohkay, let me come clean.
life has been, thorny. not a bed of roses at all, or a clear beautiful blue sky with birds flying cheerfully chirping in flocks; and all the other wizard of Oz'y details..but hey, even stormy days has it’s end oui? You’d have to witness the rainy days before you get to see the rainbow..i’ve always liked that phrase..it’s like
‘things happen for a reason at least; if not reasons’, or
‘without suffering there’d be no compassion’ kind..
*lol* (good feeling to actually realize that I’m still the same AWTR freak haha)
so, what’s been up eyh? Well, the Globe’s temperature hasn’t changed, still deteriorating; the world still has no proper, crystal clear definition for the word ‘peace’ in it’s dictionary; wars have not yet stopped, Palestine is still not free; and Muslims there and in many other countries at war are still suffering and being oppressed. So basically (again), nothing has changed much. The world that is. As insensitive as I may sound, with or without much effort; the fact remains all that.
Sooowwh..on my side of the world; my world.
My sister’s soaking up vocabs like sponges soak up water! She’s like a parrot; but with a pacifier in the mouth. No beak nor claws too btw. Her favorite question currently is ‘ni ape ni?’, ‘tu ape tu?’ (what’s this ?what’s that ?) and when she points her little nyummy finger to things that you can’t really recall it’s name, shewillmakeyoufeelinsultedbecauseofyoursuddenlyseeminglylimitedvocab !!!!! everyone’s just in love with her that’s for sure. She’s growing up fast tho. I wish she can just stay and remain a toddler.. c’est impossible, je sais..bof!
Oh yeah. I have not quit on my francais ‘classes’. I admit, I gave it a pause, not a stop. Well, now that I have Sofia interested in learning with me, it’ll be much more fun! At least I can talk to her! Tho I will be given the replies in tamil..hmm..oh well, c’est pas grave! c’est tres intressant if u ask me!
Marissa-character is dead. Accident. In Ryan’s arm..Caitlin’s really hot! She’s Marissa’s sister btw. Summer has changed! Oh la la. Weird change though. She’s into all those prtest agendas, save the environment, revolution stuff in Brown with this scruffy Chey guy sleping outside under the trees to stop the authority from cutting it down; yeah. But I love her the same still J oops.ohkay. I get it. *pushing aside the OC topic off the table* desolee
Oh yeah! I am again, a new aunt all over again! To my cousin Kak Azila’s baby Adam Darwish ( I’m still gonna claim that Adam name!) and Tasneem’s 1st nephew ever, Suhail. He is ahdohrahble! So cute; drooling saliva and all..i’ll post up his pics in my fotopages.
Which reminds me, I’ve got a fotopages account. I think I want some privacy from now onwards. So gurlfrens, let me kno and I’ll give the password. I’m still gonna use multiply as my music store..
Oh yeah! I have to mention it here that I have just met one awesome kind chinese guy for a salesperson who is very very friendly and helpful! I have searched high and low, all over JB and Ampang (dan kawasan sewaktunya) and Damansara (Alan and Fara did the searching, thanx!) for this little mini micro thing which without it, I cant connect it to my cable-long story cut short; I cant use open and use my lappie. And so, just when I was about to quit on the search, I made a final stop at this one tech store and voila! The dude (owh, I didn’t get his name) made a call, gave smiles, and he said, “come on Monday. My supplier gave his word we’ll have it here by then and you can use your laptop again” can you feel the empathy and sincerity? I was so surprised because every other stores would tell me ‘ oh cannot lah. You have to buy the whole set. we cannot give separate lah’ and no way I will give away another rm300 for just that small port connector thing! It’s sooo small! Almost only an inch length and width. Serious? So there I was, almost squealing; “are you serious? I don’t have to buy the whole set?”
“no la. My suppler send us the set, and we give you what you need la”
“you’ll let me have it? Without the whole set? just that small thing?”
“ya lah. You want kan? We give lah”
I was really happy that I almost gave him a hug thankgodforthecounter!
We’re going off to Kelantan for the holidays. A 5days stay. We’re taking the train. Yeap, all 8 of us. I miss zahid la. Definitely not because he’s my credit supplier but because he is my brother lah! *a-matter-of-fact tone*
i gotta stop here..at least i've made it clear am still alive and kicking..just not enough kicking to be online and to blog. fellow bloggers, i have missed you people..layta!
p/s: hmm..something to be given a thought or two.. one of the rules of literature is that, it ruins the english language. Grammatical errors are a must and to be expected. Whadya say? It’s more than obvious that I’m not a fan of literature, so not much words from me..
oh shooot. Speaking of literatures..i should get started on Persuasion. Jane Austin’s. as persuaded by Daad. Or else I’d be found dead early next sem for not finishing on a lit book..hmm..should run off and start reading..i wonder, can Austin’s be read with urm..Outlandish? mwahaha..or..the Rejects?lol..or JJ Lin? Hehe..or rather, Keane..they sound appropriate right? I think I’ll go for the ballads..gaa
Nope. I am not wallowing in self pity or mourning over anything; like how it hit me that I will never get to meet Sami Yusuf and have a chat with him over mugs of coffee, when we’d be chatting about almost anything, from how reading law is actually detrimental to one’s health; to how he should get his hair done the next time he decides to visit his hairstylist. point is, do not be deceived by the title of the song that I’ve been listening to like a zombie and be smart relating it to my mood. Ever heard of it? Keane’s new album. As good as always. (lol. They’ve only got two. Of the two then) I’ve been listening to it only and only because I’ve just had my reunion with Seth and Summer after so long. (in ordinary english it meant, I’ve just finished watching numerous episodes of the OC) well, the song was played at the beginning of season 4’s 1st episode, the scene where Ryan’s full of vengeance and angst; and every other angry and furious emotions.
*pause*
owhmygawd! i don’t have to explain everything now do i?! Why oh why do I have so much in my mind? Omg *again* Widaad’s right. I think Seth has grown on me. Too much now. So, will I quit? Naaah.. ;)
ehniwaaayhs.. *stretching*
its been decades..no; centuries, since i last made a blog-public appearance eyh? well..one more sem's over and done with...i'm way past 20, moving on to my 21st year, tho in more than half a year time; another ramadhan and eid has passed (alhamdulillah, i thank Allah for giving me the chance to meet and greet both those Holy months)..
so yeah, basically, point is that; yeah i know my blog's been seemingly dead. as dead as the owner, if u ask me ;)
i don't really know what happened. my silence that is. its not really the workloads, lectures, campus life, finals season..well, actually, yeah, it is all that. oh gawd, its very obvious that you've got one confused messed up lady here. ohkay, let me come clean.
life has been, thorny. not a bed of roses at all, or a clear beautiful blue sky with birds flying cheerfully chirping in flocks; and all the other wizard of Oz'y details..but hey, even stormy days has it’s end oui? You’d have to witness the rainy days before you get to see the rainbow..i’ve always liked that phrase..it’s like
‘things happen for a reason at least; if not reasons’, or
‘without suffering there’d be no compassion’ kind..
*lol* (good feeling to actually realize that I’m still the same AWTR freak haha)
so, what’s been up eyh? Well, the Globe’s temperature hasn’t changed, still deteriorating; the world still has no proper, crystal clear definition for the word ‘peace’ in it’s dictionary; wars have not yet stopped, Palestine is still not free; and Muslims there and in many other countries at war are still suffering and being oppressed. So basically (again), nothing has changed much. The world that is. As insensitive as I may sound, with or without much effort; the fact remains all that.
Sooowwh..on my side of the world; my world.
My sister’s soaking up vocabs like sponges soak up water! She’s like a parrot; but with a pacifier in the mouth. No beak nor claws too btw. Her favorite question currently is ‘ni ape ni?’, ‘tu ape tu?’ (what’s this ?what’s that ?) and when she points her little nyummy finger to things that you can’t really recall it’s name, shewillmakeyoufeelinsultedbecauseofyoursuddenlyseeminglylimitedvocab !!!!! everyone’s just in love with her that’s for sure. She’s growing up fast tho. I wish she can just stay and remain a toddler.. c’est impossible, je sais..bof!
Oh yeah. I have not quit on my francais ‘classes’. I admit, I gave it a pause, not a stop. Well, now that I have Sofia interested in learning with me, it’ll be much more fun! At least I can talk to her! Tho I will be given the replies in tamil..hmm..oh well, c’est pas grave! c’est tres intressant if u ask me!
Marissa-character is dead. Accident. In Ryan’s arm..Caitlin’s really hot! She’s Marissa’s sister btw. Summer has changed! Oh la la. Weird change though. She’s into all those prtest agendas, save the environment, revolution stuff in Brown with this scruffy Chey guy sleping outside under the trees to stop the authority from cutting it down; yeah. But I love her the same still J oops.ohkay. I get it. *pushing aside the OC topic off the table* desolee
Oh yeah! I am again, a new aunt all over again! To my cousin Kak Azila’s baby Adam Darwish ( I’m still gonna claim that Adam name!) and Tasneem’s 1st nephew ever, Suhail. He is ahdohrahble! So cute; drooling saliva and all..i’ll post up his pics in my fotopages.
Which reminds me, I’ve got a fotopages account. I think I want some privacy from now onwards. So gurlfrens, let me kno and I’ll give the password. I’m still gonna use multiply as my music store..
Oh yeah! I have to mention it here that I have just met one awesome kind chinese guy for a salesperson who is very very friendly and helpful! I have searched high and low, all over JB and Ampang (dan kawasan sewaktunya) and Damansara (Alan and Fara did the searching, thanx!) for this little mini micro thing which without it, I cant connect it to my cable-long story cut short; I cant use open and use my lappie. And so, just when I was about to quit on the search, I made a final stop at this one tech store and voila! The dude (owh, I didn’t get his name) made a call, gave smiles, and he said, “come on Monday. My supplier gave his word we’ll have it here by then and you can use your laptop again” can you feel the empathy and sincerity? I was so surprised because every other stores would tell me ‘ oh cannot lah. You have to buy the whole set. we cannot give separate lah’ and no way I will give away another rm300 for just that small port connector thing! It’s sooo small! Almost only an inch length and width. Serious? So there I was, almost squealing; “are you serious? I don’t have to buy the whole set?”
“no la. My suppler send us the set, and we give you what you need la”
“you’ll let me have it? Without the whole set? just that small thing?”
“ya lah. You want kan? We give lah”
I was really happy that I almost gave him a hug thankgodforthecounter!
We’re going off to Kelantan for the holidays. A 5days stay. We’re taking the train. Yeap, all 8 of us. I miss zahid la. Definitely not because he’s my credit supplier but because he is my brother lah! *a-matter-of-fact tone*
i gotta stop here..at least i've made it clear am still alive and kicking..just not enough kicking to be online and to blog. fellow bloggers, i have missed you people..layta!
p/s: hmm..something to be given a thought or two.. one of the rules of literature is that, it ruins the english language. Grammatical errors are a must and to be expected. Whadya say? It’s more than obvious that I’m not a fan of literature, so not much words from me..
oh shooot. Speaking of literatures..i should get started on Persuasion. Jane Austin’s. as persuaded by Daad. Or else I’d be found dead early next sem for not finishing on a lit book..hmm..should run off and start reading..i wonder, can Austin’s be read with urm..Outlandish? mwahaha..or..the Rejects?lol..or JJ Lin? Hehe..or rather, Keane..they sound appropriate right? I think I’ll go for the ballads..gaa
*ryhn*
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