procrastinating;a form of suicide
i believe so! not that i know how suicide is like nor do i have any experience whatsoever of suicide because i am suicidal ke ape..
doing assignments on your own when others are doing in threes or fives is fine. no harm. no hassle. i prefer so anyways. not that i cant work in group, its just that based on my experience, sometimes, knowing the circumstances and situations at that time, its better to play safe and opt to work individually. i got to choose a cool topic of my own, for a subject which i totally despise..(god, that sounded so jahat of me.i take it back!) lets just say, the subject just couldn't find a space of its own in my head..
so yeah..the prrrrobbleme is..when you procrastinaaaaaaatttte!!! *Sob3* the weirdest thing is that you don't even know you were in a state of procrastination UNTIL you realize that you are actually late and the due date for the submission is..*recalling* 3 days! and along with that, you're actually in the midst of bustling around getting your another assignment done, which is due the same day with that procrastinated assignment..
and so it happens that..you'll end up being all screwed up. wait. the chronology: you get both assignments done. you experienced the 'oh i am so extremely relieved. burdens off the shoulder. lets go out have big dinner (and do gain more weight)' and a week later, while browsing through files in your laptop; you realized that the assignment that you printed out and that has been submitted was the WRONG one!!! it was the incomplete one. one important sub-topic; not there! 4 pages of clean, white space! oh how excruciating, torturous, and a tormenting pain! and all you can do is voluntarily laugh at yourself because there is nothing you cando about it knowing that the lecturer is totally one kind of those that you can negotiate nothing (i claim to have experienceS); and the grade's out anyways..though not so bad..still, knowing that you could have got a waaaay way better grade, blergh! even to feel stressed out and devastated is grueling tau!
i got 2 papers back to back tomorrow and the next. 3 more to go, and i'm over with this semester! less than 24 hours left to brush up on the subject for the next paper..as always, i'm soooo dead. period.
doing assignments on your own when others are doing in threes or fives is fine. no harm. no hassle. i prefer so anyways. not that i cant work in group, its just that based on my experience, sometimes, knowing the circumstances and situations at that time, its better to play safe and opt to work individually. i got to choose a cool topic of my own, for a subject which i totally despise..(god, that sounded so jahat of me.i take it back!) lets just say, the subject just couldn't find a space of its own in my head..
so yeah..the prrrrobbleme is..when you procrastinaaaaaaatttte!!! *Sob3* the weirdest thing is that you don't even know you were in a state of procrastination UNTIL you realize that you are actually late and the due date for the submission is..*recalling* 3 days! and along with that, you're actually in the midst of bustling around getting your another assignment done, which is due the same day with that procrastinated assignment..
and so it happens that..you'll end up being all screwed up. wait. the chronology: you get both assignments done. you experienced the 'oh i am so extremely relieved. burdens off the shoulder. lets go out have big dinner (and do gain more weight)' and a week later, while browsing through files in your laptop; you realized that the assignment that you printed out and that has been submitted was the WRONG one!!! it was the incomplete one. one important sub-topic; not there! 4 pages of clean, white space! oh how excruciating, torturous, and a tormenting pain! and all you can do is voluntarily laugh at yourself because there is nothing you cando about it knowing that the lecturer is totally one kind of those that you can negotiate nothing (i claim to have experienceS); and the grade's out anyways..though not so bad..still, knowing that you could have got a waaaay way better grade, blergh! even to feel stressed out and devastated is grueling tau!
i got 2 papers back to back tomorrow and the next. 3 more to go, and i'm over with this semester! less than 24 hours left to brush up on the subject for the next paper..as always, i'm soooo dead. period.
*ryhn*
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