registration day

the first years are registering today... the whole campus is abuzz with people and new faces and seems all lively as opposed to the usually quiet and lifeless days..

i can't contain my excitement and gratitude for recovering my lost watch yesterday... i'd lost it last two weeks and thought i'd never ever see it again but alhamdulillah Allah answered my prayers and returned it to me... it's not really the fact that the watch was new that mattered but that ayah spent quite a sum on it for kak chik. but she prefered the other watch ayah bought from Dubai (which was made in Japan...haha)

yesterday there was a talk by Prof Mohayah (dunno how its spelt) on Da'wah and profession... totally cool... nanti i'll tell all about it...

am late for a discussion

-awla yang tak sedar diri nak minitest-

miss 'em much

both kak ngah and kak yung called yesterday night. it's been a while since i've seen them both. miss them much.

yeop thinks i'm materialistic and alikens me to madonna, yuks.

from left: the massive yeop, the lovely kakyung, the sweet kak ngah and alim abang ngah, the cool ayah and chubby hammad, the ever young mak, the unique KAKYANG

in front: the comel kak chik and the cun nibah

the ultimate day

it's my birthday today. i stopped putting high hopes of people remembering it years ago. i used to care and become all sentimental about it but now, i've kinda grown out of it. if people remember, then i'm thankful, if they don't, it's not a big deal.

one funny incident occurred. last two nights, my friends, teha and Ad, got the date mistaken and came all the way to my room to surprise me with a gift, Sya even messaged a birthday wish, hehe. embarrassed when i said she was a day early, she took it back... hehe, i love the thought though.

last night, after watching The Apprentice, nibah called. So i chatted with her, chik and ayah. mak had already wished me before she tucked in. then, my closest friends gathered at azza's cublicle, saje je buat tak tahu, so i went about my own business. then they sang the Happy Birthday song with my face going all red, hehe, and gave me a card and a paper bag with a book in it. Cbah and Azza bought it at the conference they went to. it was the book written by Dr Ang Swee Chai, 'from Beirut to Berlin' i think... tak yah beli dah buku tu.

today, Jihan, Saidat, Ad and Sabrina gave me a lovely mug... it's so colourful and big... bley makan maggi dalam tu... i hope i don't break it...

what i'm most thankful for is having a wonderful family and friends... they don't have to give me anything (though a gift does seem nice once in a while)... i love them whole-heartedly already.

Gombak's mosque

Just trying this thing out...
sebelum ni i had problems uploading an image...

Hehe... promote UIAGombak plak.

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Thank You

i just want to say THANK YOU to those of you who
laughed at me, thank you.
Without you I wouldn't have cried.

To those of you who just couldn't
love me, thank you.
Without you I wouldn't have known real love.

To those of you who hurt my
feelings, thank you.
Without you I wouldn't have felt them.

To those of you who left me lonely,
thank you.
Without you I wouldn't have discovered myself.

To those of perfect persons which always
talked bad about me, thank you.
Without you I never change.

To those of you who always make me
dizzy, thank you.
Without you I never know the price of panadol.

To those of you who like to
tell others about me, thank you.
Without you I don't know that I am popular.

To those of you
who called me with a bad name, thank you.
Without you I'd never know that someone knows me more than myself.

To those of you who are happy to see me sad, thank you.
At least I can be a patient person.

To those of you
who always judge me wrong, thank you.
Without you I'd never have an experience.

But to those of you
who REALLY LOVE ME....it is you I thank the most,
Because without you I wouldn't have HAPPINESS!!!!

I don't want to be negative THINKER!!!

It’s just too much

Coming back from silat practice, I was fuming. I just can’t stand that trainer going on and on either about something we already know or something so petty. His everlasting lectures take up so much of our practice time and he is amazed about how fast time passes and how little we’ve actually trained, duh.

He is the reason why quite a number of people here have doubts in Silat Cekak Hanafi. Morever, the students here are quite enlightened on the matter of khurafat, bidaah, dhaif dalils and maudhu’ones. I know several seniors who have little faith in some ustazs because they quote dhaif hadiths.

After two months of no practices, without doubt, many of us cannot remember even the basic steps let alone the more advanced ones so we went over the basics together. The session started out fine with Che’ Mat giving the instructions. Then the lead trainer came. When he started to open his mouth, I knew we were in for a long one.

After ten minutes of going on about how it is actually impossible for someone to forget something he has learnt (which isn’t true) and then actually admitting about not being surprised if we didn’t remember (how ironic), he started to address the group who had already finished Buah Potong which by the way was only Asma and Jack. The Buah Jatuh class, about eight of us, had to listen along too. He was going on about how it is hard for us to learn new steps or even practice with other people (the non-silat-ers) around. We have to share the gym with those who wish to workout. Today was the sisters’ turn. I can’t imagine how it’ll be tomorrow when it’s the brothers turn.

Ok, he was talking about the Buah Potong class, and how they didn’t have any place to practice because we, the Buah Jatuh class cannot see them practice. Its against the rules, yeah whatever. One girl from my group suggested one particular room, and he simply shrugged her suggestion off, obviously annoyed with her. He said that she wasn’t in the other group, so she has no right to suggest something for them and then said how there were actually many ways to solve the problem. If I was my friend I’d be really pissed off. First, you talk about them in front of all of us and then when someone gives a suggestion, you reject it and accuse that person of doing something beyond her station. If your question was rhetorical, why bother to waste everyone’s time.

He’d started babbling at 6.15 pm and the class was supposed to end at 6.45 pm. By 6.30 pm he was still going on and only ended at 6.41 pm. And then he expects us to know all the steps by tomorrow and says we’re to have a test. When he finished we continued the rest of the steps. At 6.45 pm he was all set to go back and was surprised at our determination to keep on practicing, (Dr Lola rolls her eyes).

I do wish he would minimize his lectures. We get enough of that at class. And he mustn’t expect us to be practicing in our free time that’s why the short evening sessions are absolutely valuable practice time. Helllooo, we’re med students. Cut the talk and practice more. One friend even quit because she couldn’t stand his babbling and the little we learn each time. Ya Allah, please give me the patience to endure the training and the lectures we get as a desert. Oh, and please keep me far away from becoming one of those wives who ‘bebel ‘a lot. I know how much it stings the ears.

Oh yeah, he mentioned about how we couldn’t change the venue of our practice like it was some sort of taboo. It’s like what they say to girls that don’t change places while you eat or you’ll get many husbands or don’t sing while you cook lest you get an old husband or don’t sit at the stair steps or something which I don’t recall. I was contemplating this matter and wondered whether boys get these things too. They would be glad wouldn’t they if changing places whilst eating can result in them marring more than one. Hmmm, any guys care to satisfy my curiosity?

9.10 pm
22 June 2005

Things I’ve learnt in Prof Omar’s classes

Since Prof Omar’s leaving, I’d like to make a tribute to him (cewah).

Things I’ve learnt in Prof Omar’s classes;

• The only time males have predominance in numbers over females is at fertilization 103:100. Every other time, females have a slight advantage.
  
• Women usually live 10 years longer than men thus ideally, they should marry someone younger than them.

• The human mind cannot focus on more than seven things at a time (usually only two) that’s why people always try to simplify things and reduce big things or numbers or categories into less than 3, no wonder Allah made everything in pairs...Subhanallah

• Francis Galton introduced the linear regression theory which means to go back to the norm or average. For example, tall fathers get short sons, poor fathers get rich sons. Any extremes will have a tendency to be drawn back to the middle or average.
  
• He hates the Malay word ‘rasa’. He says it causes them to not give proper thought to their actions and always going saya rasa….
  
  There are lots more, but these are the ones I jotted down.

1.53 am,20th June 2005

Working mothers in Islam

Prof Omar Hassan Kasule Sr. gave his last official kulliyah maghrib just now. He’s going back to the States. He’ll only come a few times in the future as a visiting lecturer. He’s an absolutely great person. Anyone who meets him or attends any of his talks would definitely be deeply impressed and affected by him. (Even Farhan from NUS who’d just heard his talk once at the Wintercamp, made up her mind after that to come to UIA for her elective posting). His language is simple yet the message gets conveyed. His moderate ways and open mindedness has made him very likable and always referred to in matters of the deen.

The tazkirah was on “Working mothers in Islam”. Of course the title was intriguing enough to get the studious medical students down to the musolla for the talk for obvious reasons.

He started by mentioning why women today want to work. Mostly it was because they felt insecure financially lest anything were to happen to their husbands. Thus it is a preventive action to secure their future.

He said that this concept was unislamic. Islam has already decreed the right of the wife to a sum of mahar before the marriage. The mahar is actually meant to provide this financial security thus it should not be so cheap. It is the right of the wife that she should be able to use when the need arises. He suggested that women ask for a high sum such as RM 100,000 to be paid gradually. Therefore, if the husband dares to ask to marry another, she can agree on the condition that he pays up the balance of what he owes her…hehe good idea Prof!

The fixed amount of mahar nowadays is not according to Islamic teachings (sikit plak tu…what can u do with RM21.50?). Even Umar al-farouq r.a acknowledged his mistake when he suggested that women do not give such high mahars, when he was reminded by an old women that even Allah did not fix the amount.

There are several levels that Islam considers when allowing women to work such as dharuriyyaat (necessity/keperluan), hajiyaat (want/kehendak), tahsiniyyaat (extra), and mukammilaat (pelengkap).

Islam has nothing against women working inside their homes like Khadijah al-kubra. The problem is when they go outside of the house and leave their children.

According to the shariah (mazhab Shafii), cooking is not the job of the wife (hear hear) so is cleaning, sewing and house keeping. That’s the hsuband’s job as the provider for the family. If she does it, its considered sedeqah. The wife’s job is tarbiyatul aulad or educating the children, also transmitting culture and akhlaq.

Women today go out to work leaving their small children in the care of uneducated maids (they wouldn't be maids in the first place would they?). How are these children supposed to acquire the values and akhlaq and religion if not from the home?

The mother is not just a mother but also a teacher. Prof Omar related his story of how his mother put in her passport her occupation as a teacher. Wondering when his 70-year-old mother started working, he asked her. She replied; “who taught you?” Enough said.

And we complain about the high crime rates when actually these delinquents prolly didn’t receive proper education from home.

We come back to why women work in the first place? When there is an urgent need for it for example to support the family, then that’s ok. But many working women today, do it for the prestige, thinking that being housewives is inferior to the professional ones or working ones. Besides that, the pressure on women today is tremendous especially with the propaganda of the modernized women who can do whatever she wants and has her own financial freedom to buy as she wills. There is a whole industry taking up women’s hard-earned money which is another form of exploitation.

Now we come to mums who are doctors and teachers. Islam allows it since there is a need for it that will benefit the society. But she must take into consideration the maslahah, whether she has small children or not. She must try to find a way to balance mothering as well as her profession.

Prof Omar suggested that a policy is made to allow women to marry after high school and take 10-15 years of leave and then she resumes her degree. Women live longer than men anyway, so she’d be at her prime at that time (everyone laughed at this one).

In a nutshell, women can work as long as she understands her priorities.

1.42 am
20th june2005

Dalil memperbanyak tempat sujud

I think Amirah was the first person who told me about it. We were in standard four then, or maybe a bit older, dun really remember. She said her dad taught her that after solat fardh, change your place before praying solah sunnah. I’ve followed it ever since, rather blindly and never bothered to search for the daleel for this act. I’d questioned it subconsciously several times and pondered of the reason for the changing of places, all the time practicing it. Only last two nights did I actually find the hadeeth. I’d stumbled upon this book as I was searching for another one.

So here’s what I got form the book, “Kumpulan Shalat Sunnah dan Keutamaanya” by Dr Said bin Ali bin Wahf Al-Qahthani (malas nak translate);

• Menurut Ash-Shan’ani; “Para ulama’ telah menyatakan tentang
  dianjurkannya bagi seseorang untuk berpindah dari tempat melakukan ibadah wajib ke tempat lain untuk melakukan ibadah sunnah, bahkan yang lebih utama (awla) lagi bila ia langsung pindah ke rumahnya, kerana melaksanakan ibadah sunnah di rumah itu lebih baik, atau paling tidak ke tempat lain di lokasi masjid itu sendiri, bererti memperbanyak tempat pelaksanaan solat

• Telah dikeluarkan dari hadits Abu Hurairah secara marfu’: “Apakah salah seorang di antara kamu tidak mampu untuk sekadar maju, mundur, ke kiri atau ke kanan dalam solatnya.” (maksudnya untuk solat sunnah)
  
• Diriwayatkan daripada shahih Ibnu Umar pendapat bahawa pindah tempat itu disyariatkan dalam solat sunnah dan solat fardhu. Bila berada di Makkah lalu solat Jumaat, terus beliau maju dan solat dua rakaat , kemudian maju lagi dan solat 4 rakaat. Bila ibelaiu berada di Madinah lalu solat Jumaat, belaiu kemudian pulang dan solat di masjid. Ada orang bertanye tentang hal itu. Ibn Umar menjawab: “Rasulullah biasa melakukan hal seperti itu.”
  

When you actually know the reason behind your actions and truly know that what you are practicing has its basis from the Al-Quran or Hadeeth, it’s easier to carry it out.

clumsy as always

i can't believe what just happened... i fell off my chair right here in the computer lab... it's one of those movable ones with tyres... and the floor is quite slippery too... it could have happened to anyone (yeah rite)... Dr Naznin's haematology tuto was postponed so most of my group are in here too. How clumsy can i get? hehe... i just managed a sheepish grin at everyone's stares... like it's something abnormal for me to be clumsy...biase lah tu.

Drlola doesn't feel very proud with her clumsiness.

Spreading Fabricated hadeeths

My last two days at home before I came back to Kuantan was spent much going out. We went to XTRA to shop and to one of ayah’s friend’s daughter’s wedding at BBU. The part i liked most was the time spent in the car... reading.

I had brought along a book I found in ayah’s library titled “Himpunan Hadits-Hadits Lemah dan Palsu” (hadits…that shows how old the book is or prolly in indonesian) by A. Yazid Qasim Koho which finally caught my interest. If it weren’t for the title, I wouldn’t have even glanced at the content of the plain, faded, hard cover book with yellowed pages (talk about not judging a book by it’s cover,hehe).

Why am I so interested in this particular book? Since entering Kuantan campus, I have gotten to know that many well-known hadeeths that we’d learnt and quote ever so often are fabricated and have no basis whatsoever in the Deen.

For example, the hadeeth “Seek knowledge even to China” or “Seek knowledge from the cradle to the grave” or “Jihad yang paling utama adalah melawan hawa nafsu” or the one about the Islamic months, how Rejab is Allah’s month, Syaaban being Rasululha’s and Ramadhan is the Ummahh’s month.. I even learnt some of these as hujahs or dalils for Islamic teachings in Islamic lectures at school and matriculation centre.

I remember reading about an ulama’ (must find out who he was) who told his son to memorize all the fabricated and dhaif hadeeths so that when he came across a hadeeth, he’d be able to identify whether it was fabricated or not. I wanted to give his advice a try, at least read 'em la.

So, on the way to XTRA, I immersed myself in the book. Some of the fabricated hadeeths are sooo absurd that I couldn’t help laughing. Whenever I came across an interesting one, I’d read it aloud and everyone couldn’t stop laughing too.

Ok, here’s some that I found reaaally bizarre;

• ‘Barangsiapa yang memelihara ayam putih di rumahnya maka syaitan
  dan sihir tidak akan dekat padanya’
  (DrLola: prolly the white chicken seller was having a hard day with sales)
• ‘Barangsiapa di rumahnya ada seekor kambing, maka rumahnya itu ada berkatnya’
  (DrLola: if one goat, one berkat, i’d be showered with blessings if I have a
  million goats. Maybe I should become a goat seller and sell its produce? Goat’s
  milk laku ape?)
• ‘Barangsiapa yang memakai sandal yang berwarna kuning, maka sedikit susahnya’
  (DrLola: this man must have tried to justify his many yellow shoe collections.)
• ‘Barangsiapa yang memberi makan kepada saudaranya sesama muslim sesuai dengan seleranya maka Allah haramkan api neraka ke atasnya’
  (DrLola: I’d like a chocolate chip ice cream please?)
• ‘Solat dengan pakai serban itu (ganjarannya) sama dengan 25 solat yang tidak pakai serban dan satu kali solat Juma’at dengan pakai serban itu (ganjarannya) sama dengan 70 kali solat Jumat dengan tidak pakai serban , dan mengerjakan solat dengan pakai serban itu ganjarannya sama dengan melakukan 10,000 kebaikan’
  (DrLola: I wonder who profits from this fabricated hadeeth?)
• ‘Wahai Ali, engkau adalah saudaraku di dunia dan di akhirat’
  (DrLola: must be some Shiite guy who created this)
• ‘Hutang itu dapat mengurangi nilai-nilai agama dan martabat (seseorang)’
  (DrLola: I can just imagine the tradesman saying it to his customer who wishes to berhutang)
• ‘Janganlah kamu memotong daging dengan menggunakan pisau kerana yang demikian itu adalah perbuatan orang asing (orang yang bukan bangsa Arab)’
  (DrLola: habes tu nak potong ngan ape?)
• 'Barangsiapa mempunyai tiga anak, kemudian dia tidak memberi nama salah seorang diantara mereka Muhammad maka sesungguhnya dia termasuk orang yang jahil’
  (DrLola: yeah..right,what if they only have daughters? What then?)

Those were funny, yeah, but here are some famous ones we always use (grave and serious tone);

§ ‘Bekerjalah untuk penghidupan duniamu seolah-olah engkau akan hidup
selama-lamanya dan beramallah seolah-olah engkau akan mati besok’
-Nasiruddin Al-Baaniy said: la asla lahu (there is no basis for it) and said
it was the saying of a sahabah, Abdullah bin Umar.
-DrLola feels cheated and lousy for being so ignorant. She’s used this dalil many times before.

§ ‘Sesungguhnya di dalam syurga itu ada satu pintu yang dinamakan Dhuha, tidak
akan masuk melalui pintu ini melainkan orang yang selalu tekun melakukan solat
Dhuha’
-Diriwayatkan oleh Al-Khathiib dan dikatakan bahawa dalam sanadnya ada rawi yang bernama Ibnu Syaahbib yang suka meriwayatkan hadith yang bathil.
-DrLola thinks she learnt this one in standard 4

§ ‘Aku telah menjemur air di panas matahari untuk Rasulullah saw kemudian belaiu
berkata : Janganlah engkau lakukan demikian wahai Humairaa kerana yang demikian itu bias menyebabkan penyakit sopak’
-Hadis ini matruk kerana ada rawinya yang pendusta dan majhul
-DrLola’s remembers learning this hadeeth in primary school in feqah class for dalil of air musyammas.

The Prophet alaihissolatuwassalam mentioned “ Barangsiapa yang mengadakan dusta atasku dengan sengaja maka hendaklah dia siapkan tempat duduknya di api neraka” [Hadis mutawatir, diriwayatkan oleh Imam Bukhari , Muslim dan lain-lainnya]

Coming up if i have time;
§ Sebab-sebab timbulnya hadis palsu
§ Hukum meriwayatkan hadis-hadis palsu

*For two days, I was so wrapped up in the book that Hammad asked me, “Kak Yang suka eh hadis palsu?”. Astaghfirullahalazim. Sheesh this brother of mine. Ke situ plak pikirnya.

2nd year oredi

I'm back in kuantan. i'm already in my 2nd week of Year 2 Block 1 (Y2B1). This block is the cardiovascular and respiratory block.

Last week was eventful but i don't have much time now to update. maybe later in the week. i've a bit of catching up to do since all the lectures are revisions on topics we're SUPPOSED to remember, but unfortunately i don't, hehe.

here's a brief update of what i did last week (the ones i can remember);

• mon; finished reading 'Wilkson's tooth' by DWJ
• tues; was treated to the famous ikan bakar at tanjung lumpur
• wed; finished reading Tuck Everlasting
• thurs; EKG practical (tis an experience to put on all the leads)
• fri; kuliah ustaz asri
• sat; Du'at apprentice
• sun; rehat and tidur and mesyuarat taaruf week yang tah ape ape. the student affairs dept are totally stupid.

where's all the lectures and classes gone? they're all a blur. banyak sangat, i can't remember 'em.

p.s. i absolutely love the wombat stuffed animal that azza bought from sydney. it's so cute.

Prog KRJ with MRSM Pontian

I just came back this evening from a KRJ-INNOVATION (saje je nak gempak name tuh, used to be KRJ je) program at Ulu Tiram. Alhamdulillah, i'm still in one piece. With Ahnaf's ferocious driving, he had me and Salihah clinging to our seats tightly for fear of being shaken too much, even worse, thrown out of the van. Sleeping was not an option though we were both very tired.

It was a program with the Form 5 student leaders of MRSM Pontian. The last time i'd joined KRJ's facilitating programs was after SPM and that was about three years ago. Kak Fidah invited me to join this one since i was in my holidays. Among the youthful facis, i was the eldest. i felt old and also somewhat out of place. The rest of the facis like Wardah, Insyirah, Umayr, Ihsan, Sakinah, Ubai and the rest have all been to many programs together so they are quite synchronized. I was at a different wavelength altogether. I couldn't understand their jokes and comments. I had to ask them each time what they meant. After a while i managed to blend in and enjoyed working with them. Seeing them handling the program so efficiently, makes me feel proud of them.

Wednesday morning, June 1st, we all gathered at Pejabat JIM and then convoyed to Ulu Tiram. We arrived early and were able to welcome the students as they came down from their bus. Najwa, Raudhah's sister who's just finished SPM, was a former student of that school and she obviously became the centre of attention. The participants consisted of 18 girls and 18 boys. They were accompanied by the headmaster's wife, Cikgu Amran and his wife and their 6- year old son. After the opening ceremony, Ihsan took charge of the program and handled the ice breaking session. The students were divided into 6 groups and then asked to come up with the usual group leader, group name, group theme and the rather unusual (at least for me) army yell. Wow, were they creative. The limited time given didn't stop them from coming up with impressive performances (there were altered versions of KRU's Terhangat Di Pasaran, the chinese Gong Xi Ni, and the Hindi song Bole Chudiyan-surprisingly by a boys group ). The theme song of the program was 'Satu Tekad ' by UNIC which has fine lyrics despite some people being prejudiced againts the group itslf.

The evening session was jungle trekking. There were 4 checkpoints, with Quranic verses as clues and assignments along the journey. Since i wasn't a group facilitator, i was assigned to a check point with Abu Nuha. Cikgu Amran's wife wanted to help too so both joined us at CP3. We went to the 1st CP with Pak Uteh by car and waited there until all 6 teams passed. They had to complete a crossword puzzle and then each student had to fill 7 plastic bags with stones and carry it throughout their journey. The stones were a symbol of sins and as they proceeded, the stones will be reduced at each checkpoint after they've completed certain tasks.

Time dragged on as we waited there so i chatted with Kak Syariah about lots of things. She asked me about my course and UIA. Since, we were just sitting there, my hands were attracting many mosquitos and i have about 21 bumps plus the remnants of KKB as souveneirs. I think I was singled out by the mosquitoes coz' none of the rest were bitten much. Kak Syariah said that it was because i had sweet blood or high cholesterol level. hmm, betul ke ???

The track included 'merentasi sungai' which was by far the most challenging part. There were deep parts of the water which caused much difficulty for the vertically-challenged. One faci had a close call and nearly drowned. Alhamdulillah her group was able to save her. It wasn't easy carrying the 42 stone-filled plastics in the river. . I was the only dry faci by the end of the jungle-trekking, hihi.

The penghayatan malam had some additional parts i wasn't familiar with. The students seemed to be affected and touched by the activity. It went smooothly without much glitches. Usually for sekolah harian biasa, there would be some cases of hysteria but there were none here. The difference maybe in the personalities of the participants. These were school leaders.

Everyone was so tired. I went straight to bed. My watch was not working properly(since KKB) so i didn't bring it. I didn't know what time it was and kept waking up several times. I was actually worried about the kuliyyah Subuh i had to present. Each time i awoke, everyone else was soundly sleeping so i slept back. I did get up to do some ironing and jotted down some points then slept again. We all woke up when Abu Nuha called us from outside.

Wardah and i went to the main hall. Upon our arrival, some ikhwah facis shook their heads. We were so embarrassed . At that moment, Ubai was telling the story of the sahabah, Abu Ubaidah. I was actually relieved because i didn't have to do my part. But then Pak Long asked the girls to follow me, so i still had my session with them. Then, riadhah was a blast.

The program continued with Academic Realiti which incuded performances by each groups and also a bulletin KRJ by the facis. Then there was a forum emceed by Pakcik Razman and the speakers were Pak Long and makcik Mahayati followed by the closing ceremony.

We received news that Abang Long (Hanuar) had an accident, so most of them went to ziarah him after the program. Me, Salihah, her bro, and Ahnaf went straight home, still intact thankfully.

At home, mak was buying durian and mangosteen from a mobile fruitseller. Yay, rezki, manggis kat ulu tiram tak masak lagi. Hehe, Allah knows our innermost desires =) I'm also happy that ayah's home from his trip. i got a watch sebab hammad's wrist tak muat, hihi.