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Meg | Definitely real | 18 | Black | Just a girl who really likes the Silmarillion | Free Palestine ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ |

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It's with a heavy but hopeful heart that I watch Palestinian families fundraiser on here, slowly accumulating the precious little money to go around that they need to survive. However, not everyone is so lucky. A lot of Palestinians that have not had that kind of luck, that did not get early verification, that did not get massive platforms behind them from large bloggers, have approached me in my inbox, asking me kindly to do what I can for them. It kills me that I have so little to give myself, but I've seen this platform collectively raise enough to change someone's life. I've made a list of Palestinian fundraisers that are extremely low on funds, in the hope that drawing attention to people who have not been lucky at all can help turn that luck around. I know most of us can't possibly give enough to get all of these families safe in one go. But please, reblog this list. Pick one or two fundraisers, give what you can, and then keep track of it. Slowly, collectively, we can make a difference in these people's lives. Share and donate as much as you can. https://docs.google.com/document/d/178EGDFKkHlh3y4TMVX82kqgITHsqtoMdNccI2f_94Os/edit?usp=sharing

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For the person in my messages who asked for tips on tackling the Silmarillion and then suggested that I put them in a post โ€” here they are! This is just my personal opinion, and others have weighed in on this topic before. But in case itโ€™s helpful:

1. Be kind to yourself about this task! Thereโ€™s a reason lots of people find the Silm challenging, and if you do, too, thatโ€™s no judgment of you.

2. IMHO, the first few chapters are the hardest, so try not to let them intimidate you out of the whole thing. It starts off with this very formal, archaic tone, and the early chapters take on some very abstract, metaphysical ideas. But you get used to the tone, and the story comes down out of the clouds to something more grounded and closer to a traditional (but still mythological-style) narrative. (Note โ€œhardestโ€ does not mean โ€œbadโ€ โ€” I love those chapters!)

3. Realistically, you are not going to remember every name, place, and detail, so have a plan for that. Everythingโ€™s got a thousand names and Tolkien doesnโ€™t always do a good job telegraphing what info is significant and will come back later vs what will literally only ever be mentioned once in passing. So expect to take some notes or spend time flipping back to earlier chapters or to the index or just googling as needed to remind yourself exactly who that angry elf is and why itโ€™s a big deal that his own magical dog wants nothing to do with him now.

4. Find someone to read along/discuss with you. Talking about it helps you retain the info better, puzzle out stuff you found confusing, and stoke your interest by letting you dive deep into characters or themes or ideas that are especially amazing (Gwindor my beloved!). You can read along with someone in real life, someone here (hi!) or with a podcast or YouTube series, of which there are a bunch that go through the book chapter by chapter in an accessible way. (If anyone wants recs for this purpose, just LMK!)

5. Embrace that the story is nuanced and complex, which means your reaction can be the same. If you read it and find yourself wondering, โ€œIโ€™m not sure how to feel about [cursed human X] doing [morally objectionable thing Y]โ€ or โ€œI donโ€™t understand where [spider-shaped creature of darkness Z] came from and how she got so incredibly cool powerful?โ€ โ€” that doesnโ€™t mean you read it wrong! There is room for interpretation, and a lot of questions raised by the book donโ€™t actually have obvious answers. (Questions like, is evil ever justified? Can redemption be earned and how? What do we owe to others even at a cost to ourselves? Big stuff!)

6. DNF it if you want! Thereโ€™s no rule that says you have to read the Silm to be a Tolkien fan, and you donโ€™t have to suffer through something you find unpleasant just to earn some Tolkien Points. I think itโ€™s a gorgeous book that feeds my need to wrestle with big Life Questions while giving me some indelible characters that will always stay with me, but you donโ€™t have to think that. Art is subjective, and there are plenty of other ways to enjoy Tolkien if the Silm turns out not to be your thing.

The war is back again.

Dear, we in Gaza are now subjected to genocide and the execution of young men, women, and children.

We in Gaza are subjected to persecution, violence, hunger, and pain.

We in Gaza see our children dying before our eyes, and we cannot even hug them and bury them.

The pain increases day after day. ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

Houses and tents are being bombed, even hospitals have not been spared.

We are now in danger of death. We are forced to flee from our current location to a safer place for our children. Please, I beg you, help us. We do not want to lose our children in this war. We have lost everything we own. All that remains is our exhausted souls. We want a safe life. We do not want to die.

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Mohammed is dying in my arms... and I can't save him ๐Ÿ’”

How does a father cope with the moment when he sees his child slipping from his grasp, suffocating in front of him, trembling, groaning in pain, while he can do nothing but cry? How do I bear Mohammed's gaze as he stares at me with eyes filled with fear, silently asking, "Father, why are you letting me die?" And I have no answer. All I have is my tears falling down his little face, as if they're an apology for not being a father capable of saving him.

My son is dying in front of me.His breathing is fading. His body is trembling. His eyes are fading.

And the doctors are looking at me with merciless looks: "Either surgery immediately... or prepare to say goodbye."

His goodbye? How can a father hear those words and live? How can I stand helpless and watch my child slip through my fingers, knowing there is a chance to save him, but it isn't mine?

Mohammed is suffering from severe lung infections, and his tiny body can no longer resist. He needs urgent surgery, but I am poor, destitute, and unable to afford life. How can money be the barrier between me and saving my child? How can I accept that disability is the reason I lose him?

I feel like I'm living an endless nightmare... trapped in a moment that repeats itself mercilessly, a moment in which I see him in pain, unable to do anything. Don't let me bury him, knowing that I could have saved him if only a compassionate hand had reached out to me.

Please, don't let him die.Don't let my shroud be in my little one's hands.Don't let his voice fade forever while you still have a chance to save him.

Every passing minute steals him further from me... every moment brings me closer to disaster. Any support, any sharing, any heart that moves to save him could mean the difference between life and death for my child.

๐Ÿ’” Please... Save Mohammed before his name is written among the departed... before this plea turns into an elegy. ๐Ÿ’”

#SaveMohammed

#Don'tLetHimDie

#MyChildIsDyingBeforeMyEyes

#Mohammed'sLifeIsATrust

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**Time is Running Out**

Imagine enduring a harsh winter in a tent made of tarpaulin, with nothing to shield you from the elements.

Every day brings the threat of freezing temperatures, and rainwater can flood our small space, putting us at risk of drowning. The cold can lead to serious health issues, such as chest infections and chronic illnesses.

I am pleading for help to save my family from this life-threatening situation.

Please, we need your support to escape this danger and find a safe place to live.

$3,158ย USDย raised of $20K goal!

Ahmad is only 14 years old and dreams of becoming a doctor. He is living with his 16-year-old sister and his parents. He is fundraising so they can buy basic necessities!

You can enter my freshwater pearl necklace raffle if you donate to this fundraiser!

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urgent / A chance to save a life at a critical moment
Please share and reblog to save my family ๐Ÿ™๐ŸŒน
๐Ÿ†˜/To Alaa and my family in Gaza

All thanks and gratitude for your humanitarian stances with us and your help in this critical and difficult time

15 months of displacement and famine have increased our suffering and difficulties incredibly.

I used all the words of sadness and sorrow to describe the situation we had reached, but these words were not enough.

We lost relatives and friends, my brother and father were injured, our house was destroyed, our car was burned, and everything was lost.

The scale of the suffering and tragedy is much greater than what you may have seen or witnessed on social media.

My dear friends

You can support my family either by donating or by sharing my campaign link with others so that the goal is reached as soon as possible.

Please help us we are very tired and no one is looking at us

I hope everyone will donate and share my story.
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I am the main provider for two disabled roommates while being disabled myself. One of my roommates has cancer, both have been in and out of the hospital this month. With so much time spent at the hospital, my job not allowing the usage of public wifi, and constantly needing to do chores+caretaking, I've barely been able to work this month.

I am exhausted, drowning in expenses, and no longer holding up mentally.

Right now, we need about $1,500 to just be able to catch up and get necessities while also being able to pay rent. Our rent is due on the 1st with no grace period.

Dm for details or proof, I have all the medical records for this shitshow, I'm just trying to keep this short. Vetted by @kyra45-helping-others who does scam busting here.

$0/$1,500

PP--$C--V--kofi

$45/$1,500

rent is due on the 1st with no grace period.

No change all day!

Vouched for by scambuster.

Transgendz has been an active supporter and promoter of mutual aid for years since COVID started or even before.

I can vouch for it.

Please, support my friend!!!

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Hello all, Nedaa has reached out to me and asked if I could make a post for her families fundraiser.

Nedaa, her husband Abd al-Rahman Mohisn, and their two children have been struggling ever since October 7th of 2023. In January, they were forced to evacuate from their home and walk in the freezing cold towards Rafah, before being forced to flee once again to Khan Yunis, and then were displaced again. Their home has been destroyed by Israeli bombing, and they struggle greatly every day to get the basic necessities of food, water, and medical supplies.

This is a family who's fundraiser has barely gotten any attention, and could really use your help! Families like these need as much attention as we can give them, and any amount donated helps a lot.

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nedaabd-1

โœ…๏ธVetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #327 )โœ…๏ธ

$5,704/$50,000 as of March 8th

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A stunning piece by the incredibly talented Notte @rhymeswithfart , inspired by our true story one that began on January 27, 2025, and continues to unfold.

Please, do not become accustomed to the scene. The war is not completely over yet, and we must not forget the harsh days we have endured.

We need every helping hand, every heart in solidarity, and every voice to amplify our cause. Reviving life here is not a choice it is an obligation we all share. Let us come together on this journey of healing and restoring hope.

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โœ…๏ธVetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #15 )โœ…๏ธ

Also supported by @nabulsi Here. Here

๐Ÿ’— @a-shade-of-blue ๐Ÿ’— avatar by ๐Ÿ’– @catnapdreams ๐Ÿ’–

As mentioned above, #15 on the @/gazavetters vetted gfm list, promoted by nabulsi here and here and also vetted by association!

They have been fundraising for more than a year now but only $9,136ย USDย raised of $30K goal!!

Darine has been fundraising for more than a year now but still hasn't reached 10k! Only $9,224ย USDย raised of $30K goal!

Darine and her family have suffered through 15 months of non-stop bombing and their home is destroyed. Things are getting worse in Gaza now that Israel has blocked all aid from entering Gaza! Have the Palestinians not suffered enough already? Please continue supporting Darine and her family!

You can enter my freshwater pearl necklace raffle if you donate to this fundraiser! (Deadline 31 March 2025!)

Israel has started bombing Gaza again, breaking the ceasefire deal and killing more than 400 Palestinians in less than 24 hours! Palestinians in Gaza like Darine and her family need your support now more than ever!!

Only $9,972ย USDย raised of $30K goal despite fundraising since February 2024!

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Freshwater Pearl Necklace Raffle for Gaza fundraisers with low donations (worldwide shipping!)

Guess who made more accessories using freshwater pearls during the holiday!

This raffle aims to support Gaza fundraising campaigns with LOW donations! And I'm shipping worldwide this time!

To enter, donate to any fundraisers thatย fulfill both of the below requirements:

1) A fundraiser that hasย raised less than โ‚ฌ10K/ $10K USD/ย ยฃ8K GBP/ $14K CAD/ kr110K SEK/ kr110K NORย at your time of donation

2) A fundraiser from the following lists:

Donate a minimum ofย โ‚ฌ5/$5/ยฃ5/kr50ย to enter the raffle! Eachย โ‚ฌ5/$5/ยฃ5/kr50ย counts as an entry, so if you donateย โ‚ฌ10, you will be entered twice.

Submit your entries through this google form!

The deadline for entering this raffle is 31 March, 2025.ย 

Submit your entries through this google form to enter the raffle!

Listing a few fundraisers that you can donate to to enter this raffle:

Darine and her family (donate here):

  • Darine is 20 years old and from a family of 7. She has 4 siblings: Ahmed (19), Nadine (16), Judi (13), and Maryam (8). She is a third year medical student. Even after everything they have has been destroyed, she still volunteers in UNRWA refugee camps to help children. (see @/nabulsi's post and my post for more info)
  • $6,658ย USDย raised of $30K target (fundraising since February)
  • Vetting: #15 on @/gazavetters vetted gfm list
  • Tumblr: @drdarine

Nour and Dana's family (donate here):

  • Nour has lost 3 children, her sister, in-laws, nephews and nieces. Her 9-year-old daughter Dana lost her arm when the Israeli forces bombed their building. Nourโ€™s husband has been seriously injured and is fighting for his life in the hospital. Nour is also taking care of her orphaned 7-month-old nephew Mohammed who has lost his entire family. (see my post here for more info)
  • ยฃ455ย raised of ยฃ15K goal (fundraising since Sept)
  • Vetting: shared by 90-ghost, shared by bilal-salah0
  • Tumblr: @dana-salem

Mahmoud's family (donate here):

Hashem Badr and his family (donate here):

  • Hashem's niece Suhaam is injured and requires an operation before she loses her arm. Hashem and his family in Gaza consist of 26 people including 13 children.
  • ยฃ6,045ย raised of ยฃ50K goal (fundraising since March)
  • Vetting: #102 on @/gazavetters vetted list
  • Tumblr: @hashembadr

Nadaa Alrai and her family (donate here):

  • Nadaa and her husband Adnan have 2 children: Tulin (8) and Zaki (7). Nadaa suffers from severe migrain while Adnan suffers from high blood pressure. They have been displaced and the children are cold and hungry.
  • โ‚ฌ245 raised of โ‚ฌ30K goal (fundraising since September)
  • Vetting: #376 on @/gazavetters vetted list, shared by 90-ghost
  • Tumblr: @omzaki

Hamdi and his family (donate here)

  • Hamdi is 19 years old. He has lost most of his family, including his mother, his aunt, his siblings, his cousins, his nephews, and nieces in a bombing, including his 5-month-old baby niece. He, his father and his sisters are the only survivors in his family.
  • โ‚ฌ5,315ย raised of โ‚ฌ50K goal (fundraising since May)
  • Vetting: shared and vetted by @/gaza-evacuation-funds, #263 on the vetted fundraiser list created by el-shab-hussein and nabulsi
  • Tumblr: @hamdigaza
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Urgent๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ‰
Attention for all human and humanity in the world
My name is MOHAMMED ABDULKARIM from Gaza Strip, Palestine, 35 years old, I lost my house and my supermarket shop, both were destroyed by Israel aircraft missiles during this war
before 7oct I have good life and I worked in my shop and everything was good
Now I lost everything especially all the goods inside my supermarket which value more than 50k usd. Now
I owe people money and more importantly there is no food for me and my family. Now we live in a tent with my wife, parents and my siblings, in addition the weather is very cold now in the tent โ›บ.
Please help my family ๐Ÿ‘ช to be survive, safety and to get some food and clothes for us.
My friends, I am sick. I cannot have children. I need to have an operation outside Gaza in Egypt. My friends, my only hope in this life is to see my children. I hope everyone will respect my feelings and support me so that I can have an operation in Egypt so that I can have children and see my children. My friends. Donate to us so that we can raise money to perform this operation This report proves that. I hope you can help me as much as possible, please
Everything has been destroyed. We now live in the middle of a tent. Winter is killing us and hunger is running out of our blood
We need to settle in a place that is safe from the winter and the harsh cold. We need to provide the necessities for living here so that we can live in safety here๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
Donate anything, support us, stand with me, we need any help from you. May God bless you ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ‰
I will not forgive you if you are able to donate even a little and you do not donate. Be sure that our lives are in your hands, my friend. I hope everyone will donate to save us and provide the necessities of life here in Gaza to provide the simplest things. I hope to donate to provide food and drink for my family.
Donate $25 to save us from this war
Thank you all ๐Ÿ‰

Vetted by association! This fundraiser has been vouched for by @/rabahmonis1 (shared by 90-ghost). Please see screenshot below for proof.

Low Funds! Only โ‚ฌ72 raised of โ‚ฌ20K target!!

You can enter my freshwater pearl necklace raffle if you donate to this fundraiser!

Vetted by association as mentioned above

Only โ‚ฌ592ย raised of โ‚ฌ20K target!

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Gaza Is Screamingโ€”But Who Will Listen? ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ’”

โœ… Vetted by @savefami

โœ… Vetted by @happaliff

PC I'm trying to vetted my account in @gazavetters ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™

Please help in sharing @90-ghost

I donโ€™t know how to explain this pain in words. But if youโ€™re reading this, I need you to listen. 25 of my family members are gone. The war didnโ€™t just take their livesโ€”it took our future.

We are still fighting to survive. With no home, no income, and nowhere safe to go, we are asking for your kindness.

๐Ÿ’” $5,000 for the father.

๐Ÿ’” $5,000 for the mother.

๐Ÿ’” $2,500 for Khaled.

๐Ÿ’” $2,500 for Intesar.

๐Ÿ“Œ The rest will help us hold on to what little we have left.

Even if you canโ€™t donate, just sharing this post is a way to help. Please, donโ€™t scroll past.

๐Ÿ’™ Donate here:

Or or via my sister's PayPal

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What Strength Really Means ๐Ÿ’ช

โœ…๏ธ Vetted by @gazavetters {537}โœ…๏ธ

Hey everyone, my name is Abdelmajed. I donโ€™t usually talk much about myself, but today, I want to share a little piece of my story.

I was born and raised in Gaza, a place that has always been my home ๐Ÿก. I grew up surrounded by my family, my friends, and the streets that I knew like the back of my hand. Life wasnโ€™t always easy, but we had love, laughter, and dreams. I used to think that no matter what happened, home would always be here. But life has a way of changing things in ways we never expect.

Over the past months, everything I once knew has disappeared. The streets that were once filled with children playing are now silent. The houses that held so many memories are now just rubble. And the people I lovedโ€”some of them are gone forever. ๐Ÿ’”

โœ…๏ธ Vetted by @gazavetters {537}โœ…๏ธ

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Mohammed is dying in my arms... and I can't save him ๐Ÿ’”

How does a father cope with the moment when he sees his child slipping from his grasp, suffocating in front of him, trembling, groaning in pain, while he can do nothing but cry? How do I bear Mohammed's gaze as he stares at me with eyes filled with fear, silently asking, "Father, why are you letting me die?" And I have no answer. All I have is my tears falling down his little face, as if they're an apology for not being a father capable of saving him.

My son is dying in front of me.His breathing is fading. His body is trembling. His eyes are fading.

And the doctors are looking at me with merciless looks: "Either surgery immediately... or prepare to say goodbye."

His goodbye? How can a father hear those words and live? How can I stand helpless and watch my child slip through my fingers, knowing there is a chance to save him, but it isn't mine?

Mohammed is suffering from severe lung infections, and his tiny body can no longer resist. He needs urgent surgery, but I am poor, destitute, and unable to afford life. How can money be the barrier between me and saving my child? How can I accept that disability is the reason I lose him?

I feel like I'm living an endless nightmare... trapped in a moment that repeats itself mercilessly, a moment in which I see him in pain, unable to do anything. Don't let me bury him, knowing that I could have saved him if only a compassionate hand had reached out to me.

Please, don't let him die.Don't let my shroud be in my little one's hands.Don't let his voice fade forever while you still have a chance to save him.

Every passing minute steals him further from me... every moment brings me closer to disaster. Any support, any sharing, any heart that moves to save him could mean the difference between life and death for my child.

๐Ÿ’” Please... Save Mohammed before his name is written among the departed... before this plea turns into an elegy. ๐Ÿ’”

#SaveMohammed

#Don'tLetHimDie

#MyChildIsDyingBeforeMyEyes

#Mohammed'sLifeIsATrust

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