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Nephthys

@that-girl-glader

I'm neurodivergent and I'll make it everyone's problem. ⭐Aroace and Sapphic⭐ Jesus is pretty alright

If I know tumblr, the amount of activity you get in 5 hours is 3, 30, 300, or 3,000

aight fellas we passed 30, time to go for 300

NONONONOONONONOONONONONOO YOU CANT DO THIS TO NE PLEASE NOOOO

it is your time my fellow tumblrina

don’t resist the call

COME FORTH MY SOLDIERS!!

LET'S GOOOOO

I WOULD😈😈

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Am I too late?? Lol, anyways.....

I Have Started to Say

by Philip Larkin

I have started to say "A quarter of a century" Or "thirty years back" About my own life.

It makes me breathless It's like falling and recovering In huge gesturing loops Through an empty sky.

All that's left to happen Is some deaths (my own included). Their order, and their manner, Remain to be learnt.

"It reminded me of you."

Will looks into his cupped hands. He purses his lips. He opens his mouth. He closes it. He opens it again.

"This is, uh." He clears his throat. "It, being this fish skeleton?"

Nico nods. "Yes."

Will waits for an explanation. With none forthcoming, he looks up, intent on asking for it directly, but his tongue does completely numb in his mouth, jaw softly unlocking. From the late afternoon sun behind him golden rays shine directly into pools of what has become spun copper and amber brown; spools of shining wire surrounded by shining white. It takes him time uncountable to register the wide, round soporifics in front of him are in fact Nico's eyes, cradled in the light, watching him.

"What," Will tries, mouth dry, "uh, what? Why. I mean." He holds up his hands. They're shaking. "Fish?"

"That's you," says Nico, crowding into Will's space. Will makes a noise that can be registered only by bats, dolphins, and bush crickets.

Nico's callused hands encircle Will's wrist and his soul ascends, exiting from his body, floating away gayly away until Will snags it by the ankle and yanks it back to his mortal body. Dad, if you can hear me, I cannot stress how much you owe me and how badly I am calling in that favor. SOS. SOS. SOS. SO --

"It's small, see. Delicate."

"I'm -- six two?"

"Yeah, physically." Nico pokes at the tiny little spine. "But you're, like." He makes a squishing motion with his hand. "Crushable, you know? You just go around feeling your feelings at full force. All over the place. Delicate."

Will is pretty sure he's ghasting. Is that what it's called? Flabbering one's ghast? When you just -- kind of stand there, slack jawed, wheezing like a doofus? Maybe he is a fish. "Nico, I've got --" He makes a swooping gesture in front of his nose, trying and visibly failing at indicating a plague mask. "You know? I could poison you."

"Yeah, that's why I picked one that died from whirling disease."

"How...thoughtful?"

"Thanks."

Nico returns to the fish skeleton. He points out the eye sockets. "See here? The fish had shallow orbits so it probably had big eyes like you."

"I have big eyes?"

"Duh. You are ninety percent eye. Everyone looks at you and it's like bam. Blue. All you can see."

Will begs the red to recede from his cheeks. He can hear the echo of his father's cackling, all the way from his stupid dork ass nerd ass lame tryhard chariot, and the red continues to rise.

"You -- like my eyes?"

"Yeah."

"Oh."

"Hey, look here. You can see its -- are you looking? -- you can see its heart cavity. Cool, right? Your heart is going really fast."

A high-pitched noise comes out of Will's throat, sourced from somewhere in his kneecaps, probably. They're wobbling enough.

"Yeah, I -- uh, best believe I noticed."

"Are you okay?"

"I'm vibing. Chilling, even. One could even say I'm maxing, relaxing, acting all cool. If there was a basketball net outside of a school I would be totally shooting right now."

"You're acting weird," Nico accuses.

Will laughs out loud. No, like, really laughs, it comes out of his stomach and then his knees give out and he barely manages to catch himself, hunching over, veins hot rod boiling and stomach writhing and face the color of a gently polished tomato. He may have passed.

"Oh, my gods, something kill me."

"Whatever, weirdo. Come back over, I want to show you why the rib cage is representative of your repression issues."

"Okay."

omg thank you so much 😭

@bloomzone @premiumbitch @urdreamgirlangel are the ones that i remember interacting a little bit more, but i really liked talking to everyone 🫶🏼

Goodness, those are a lot of tags but, Thank you!!

@starlux5127 @the-person-that-did-that @mudkip-enthusiast18 @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @mooonyyyy @corvus-woods @kitkat-moon @dyl-z + literally everyone I follow because y’all are amazing but that’s too many people to tag 😭

THANKS KSKCJKW NC <3

💕✨🎀✨💕

And honorable mention to @selkieneurospade and @shinynanaipost

I just like you guys, and there's absolutelly nothing you can do about it, except maybe hate me :^

UAGH THANKSSSSS!!!

these r all the ones I could think of off the top of my head (I looked for a couple other people but they didn’t appear so I gave up) if I missed u IM SO SORT

Sometimes terms mean certain things and belong to certain groups of people and are not meant to apply to people outside that group. And that is on purpose and valid. You can make your own terms to describe your own experiences, you don't get to take terms from other people, especially people more vulnerable/less privileged than you. If multiple people tell you that the term is not for you, respect that.

When terms get used for many different situations they get diluted and trivialized. Remember "trigger"? It was a specific medical term and is now used to mean "something that pissed or upset someone". Brain fog is now turning into abled people just being a little sleepy or out of it, not literally a clinical term for brains not functioning correctly due to various illnesses. I tell someone I have brain fog and they say lol me too XD no you fucking don't. "Spirit animal" was taken from indigenous peoples so white people could make funny haha relatable t-shirts. Two spirit almost got taken by queer white people as well (although I think most people have backed off on that hopefully).

Not everything needs to apply to as many people as possible. You don't need to and can't relate to everyone. We can still support each other while respecting differences.

(Edited ver)

Shoutout to all African LGBTQ+ folks.

Africa has thousands of ethnicities, so I tried to add all nationalities and popular ethnicities, but please be aware there are thousands of beautiful ethnicities, cultures, and people to celebrate.

Shoutout to all Akan LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to Ethiopian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Kenyan LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Amhara LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Beninese LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Chewa LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Liberian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Fulani LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Malawian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Nigerian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Baka LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Nigerien LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Hausa LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Ghanaian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Guinea-Bissauan LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Hutu LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all São Toméan LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all South African LGBTQ+ folks.

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Shoutout to all Igbo LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Congolese LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Sudanese LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all South Sudanese LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Kanuri LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Cameroonian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Rwandan LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Kongo LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Angolan LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Luba LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Burkinabé LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Ivorian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Chadian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Mongo LGBTQ+ folks.

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Shoutout to all Botswanan LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Malian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Tunisian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Mossi LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Somali LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to Togolese LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Central African LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Ugandan LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Nilotes LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Libyan LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Oromo LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Tanzanian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Zimbabwean LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Seychellois LGBTQ+ folks.

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Shoutout to all Shona LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Maasai LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Zambian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Namibian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Khoekhoe LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Mozambican LGBTQ+ people.

Shoutout to all Djiboutian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Songhai LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Gabonese LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Yoruba LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Cameroonian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Zulu LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Eritrean LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Malagasy LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Sierra Leonean LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Mauritanian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Mandé LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Guinean LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Burundian LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Beti-Pahuin LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Cabo Verdean LGBTQ+ folks.

Shoutout to all Eswatini LGBTQ+ folks.

Take pride in it all. Your culture, your identity, it’s all so beautiful. Celebrate where you are from and who you are. It makes you you, and that is something to be proud of.

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